LifesABitch

2006-12-04T11:06:00.000-08:00

HELLO! is anyone dying of shock? hahas..5 months..my god! the last time i updated it was worldcup season. LOL. Actually, i think alot of people stop reading already. I wasnt intending to update but i happened to read this thing abt people saying that Singapore sucks.If you are a Singaporean and you think Singapore sucks then thats just your opinion. I dont really care. but if ur an expat and you DARE to say that Singapore sucks then i think you should be burnt in hell..Seriously,if Singapore sucks then why the HELL are you here? Go back to your own country pls. NOBODY is forcing you to stay here. You simply came here cos you can make more money.Then PLS dont complain can?

Anyway,back to me, my sleeping pattern is like really wierd.i normally sleep around 11am then wake up at like 6pm.wierd right? i know..i tried sleeping earlier and all but NOT working..i will just keep tossing and turning then ill just give up.If this goes on, i think i will die when school reopens.Anyway, Im like TOTALLY in love with Survivor: Cook islands. i think ozzy is damn cute. His swimming skill are like OMG! and he can hold his breath for like 3mins..Banana was drooling over Adam. I think he is alright lars.. i HEART Yul..haha..and becky also..she's a lawyer pls! so smart!

I was reading some blogs just now and i died okay! this person was acting like HELL! Using all these "cool" terms which is so not like him/her. and also acting in a way that he/she themself had defined as disgusting behaviour. im just so annoyed okay! If i didnt care about hurting this person's feelings, this is what i wld tell them: You may like him/her but she/he definately WONT like you! So STOP being who ur not just to attract attention! PLS!
Im so discreet. Haha!

Its 3.42am right now and i dont know what to do. Im still so full of energy. I feel like reading HP.Yes,i know,AGAIN! hahas..i just finished reading the whole series but i cant get enough of it.Some people think that its like really childish and stuff. But i dont think they will understand why people are so in love with it until they read it themselves.J.K Rowling is really a genius, the story is so deep and complex and constantly keeps people guessing. LOVES! i know HP and the order of the phoenix is coming out on 13th July and i heard that they are trying to release the 7th book on 07/07/07. I cant wait!! Haha.i think ill go eat grapes now.ciao.

2006-07-09T03:17:00.000-07:00

HEYY! i just need to update..im VEHH happie..hahas..I LOVE GERMANY!!! hahas..

**WARNING: Portugal fans pls donch read**

hahas..the match just now was like the BEST EVER!!! hahas..all the german player are like frikking adorable lars..my gad..and their skills are really my gad..they deserve to be in the finals lars okay?! just that Italy (go eat pizza! haha) was quite tyco that time..Let moi show you all my darls..hahas..

Lehmann! Aiyo..so CUTE! hahas..and all those ppl who talk abt the slip of paper in his glove can just SHUDDUP! like as if you saw whats written on it..

Podolski! vehh my gad..hahas..

Podolski & SHWEINSTEIGER!!! LOVES!!! he scored both the goals in the Germany vs Portugal match.Then he took off his shirt and got a yellow card..hahas..SO CUTE! And the other goal was scored by

PETIT!!! hahas..aiyo..damn furnie..i was chatting with nehdia while watching the match just now..then the score was 3:0..we called ahboi to laugh abt her BELOVED portugal..hahas..obviously she was vehh angry..hahas..so we hanged lars..then after that Nuno gomez scored one goal..then i told nehdia that ahboi must be feeling quite happie now..then nehdia said ' aiya..one goal only'..hahas..then i said 'yeahlor..Germany scored 3 already..OPPS! actually only 2 but petit helped (og)..hahas..then laugh until die lars..aiyo..hahas..petit quite poorthing lars..confirm feels like dying..lols..but everytime they show the score i'll start laughing uncontrollably..hahas..okay..lets move on..

PHILIPP LAHM! SO MINE! hahas..i loved him since the very first match..nehdia is trying to steal him from me..

Sebastian Kehl..hahas..he wasnt vehh active during the match but still love him..

Schneider..Lurbe him many many! HAHAHAH! kill me..

Klose..mygad..he play really vehh gd..lurrvveesss!

And not forgetting ballacKU! hahas..i donch realli love him or anything lars..but he play vehh gd..nehdia hearts him..lols..he was injured then dinch play the match just now..and i think hes vehh besties with Shweinsteiger..cus everytime when he goal he will go and hug ballacKU.

OLIVER KAHN!!! i really LOVE him lars..aiyo..hes DAMN good..best goalkeeper EVER..cept my beloved Lehmann..hahas..

The coach! hahas..hes the best looking coach! seriously..the portugal coach is really...........................................hahas..

we called thangi abt 30mins before the match and surprisingly she answered..then she say she wanna watch the match..BUT..when we called her right before the match..hahas..picking up loads lehhs..hahas..shes really like damn weak..the Germany vs Italy match also we were conferencing..then half way she fell asleep lars..mygad..hahas..then me and nehdia had to 'GOAL!!!' to try and wake her up..although there were no goals..the 3rd and 4th placing match the portugese were trying their best to act..being the drama kings that they are but the referee dinch care..hahas..orbie! lols..

Anyway..the finals later..i abit donch feel like watching cus i donch really care abt those teams..i only love Zidane..hahas..maybe ill watch for him..lols..gtg now..needta dye hair for my mummy..toodles..

2006-07-08T10:07:00.000-07:00

heyy..hahas..vehh dinch feel like updating..aiyo..sch gonna start soon..can slp till 1pm anymore..hahas..anyway.. I LOVE twomuchtimeprod! hahas..they really have too much time lars..hahas..but DAMN CUTE! hahas..my gad..their everytime we touch video is vehh cute..but i think their grillz video is even cuter..my gad..hahas..the guy in the blue cap is AHHHH! hahas..feel like making videos now..

2006-06-26T05:53:00.000-07:00

HEYA!!! hahas..i scanned like a tonne of things with ma new pretty scanner..can help yall scan pix..but i'll just charge ten thousand dollars per pic..hahas..havent take pix of ma pretty bag and jacket and sports bra..hahas..

MY NAME IS

AND IM PART OF THE

HAHA! Lets see ma BABY PIX!!!

I'll dare you to say that im not cute.

So young already start to chat.

And i used to be veh HipHop.

MY NEOPRINT FEVER PERIOD.

Haha. One of ma fav neoprints.

LOVE nadia? Like DUH not.hahas.

You blow me away. Yaya!

Aiyo..so sad..the pic got damaged
cus put in ma wallet which has
SHILLINGS inside.

Taken quite long ago but i think
its damn cute! hahas.

My bdae. Lurrvess.

Decorating disaster. But turned
out quite okay.haha.

Some people dinch want be seen. Though
we all know who she is.haha.

Thats all lars..the other pix needta dl from yahoo which is realli damn convienient. hahas..so shall do that another time..wanna go run ten thousand miles already..SO i guess this is goodbye..hahas..toodles!

2006-06-24T11:06:00.000-07:00

Heyy all..hahas..IM BACK! lols..decided to start blogging agn..but donch know how long its gonna last..i think yall expected me to have a pink skin..buuuutttt..hahas..i may upload pix lars..but need to send to my comp..which is realli damn cheap..hahas..

OKAY! let me start with today..guess what time i woke up..hahas..6am! hahas..im sucha early bird..hahas..donch know why cant slp lars..my mum was already awake so went to chat with her..then fell asleep at arnd 10am..hahas..forced myself to wake up at 1145 cus needta meet dengue..i thought i was gonna be late lars..BUT! she kinda wasnt later than me..hahas..then went to lil india..hahas..to thread eyebrow[bushes] hahas..then WALKED to bugis..hahas..some ppl dinch believe..but realli..hahas..then bought some decorative stones for thangi's phone..then went to Suntec city..realli damn leg pain lars..feel like killing the person who built that place..realli make it so hard to navigate..a-hole..hahas..went to B.I.R.D...hahas..bird..lols..i wonder what it stands for..

**WARNING** Donch read this part if youra jealous typa person..hahas..[pls donch curse me/use blackmagic]

the B.I.R.D there was quite small..hahas..small bird LOL..hahas..at first quite irritated lars..cus like got veh lil things..then slowly looked arnd..so shall tell yall bout ma purchases..

Nike Red waterbottle = $8.40
Nike Red Womens Training sports bra = $50.40
Nike Large Pink tote bag = $57.75
Nike Pink Knit Jacket = $99.75

TOTAL =$216.30

Do you think im kuku+bimbotic? hahas..
realli lurves lars..hahas..shant say anymore..later ppl realli go use blackmagic..hahas..i might upload pix lars..

THEN went to nehdia's hse cus needta photocopy geog notes..i realli donch know a thing..REALLI..later i get zero then die..hahas.. we were going down in the lift lars..then saying that we wanna call nehdia 'DEY' and all..then we said 'DEY' loudly when the lift door open..accidentally lars..not being A.S or what..then kinda not a tonne of ppl outside lehs..we were like damn shocked..then started laughing like kukus..hahas..then after finishing all our businesses we went to sakura to buy food for nehdia's mum..then we were once agn talking abt some furnie stuff and came out of sakura laughing DAMN loudly..hahas..then got one guy near the escalator was pointing and smiling at us..the guy was actualli one of the ppl outside the lift just now..then he was telling his child abt what kukus we are..confirm saying that we laugh 24/7 and all..hahas..my gad..after that we laughed even more lars..then went back to nehdia's hse..took our stuff and left..after i reached home, i got some info that when thangi walk home then standing outside her door that time her dad msged her "You dont need to come home"..haha..so furnie..then she went mac to study..haha..

I still cant get used to the fact that thangi lives in yewtee now..hahas..so wierd..donch need to take opp sides on mrt anymore..then can walk halfway home together..hahas..if shes in PJ then thats the best..go sch together..come home together..realli will be together FOREVER! hahas..

i better stop here lars..still got a tonne of other things to do and its already 0234..hahas..omg..gonna start sch tmw..exams..mygad..so not prepared lars..aiyo..nvm..shant complain..byeeeeee!

2006-01-03T02:01:00.000-08:00

hey all..its 2006 right now..so sad..2005 has become 'last year'..haiss..and today was the first day of my first three months..hahas..really got a tonne of ppl from BBSS..problem is that i hate them all..esp nin..hahas..they split us up into different OGs..my OG really had no one that i know..so sad..then they were also very anti-social..like me..hahas..then the beggining really DAMN suck..sat there for like 4 hrs just listening to their stupid talk..then went for lunch and stuff lars..obviously was sticking to nin..hahas..i really REALLY wish cb and ap got come PJ..then more fun..hahas..their games are quite lame lars..hopefully will improve..then they claim that the chicken dance is their school tradition..LOTSA leh..BBSS band kinda doesnt love it..every camp or what also we will do the chicken dance what..tsk tsk..such copycats, backstabber,liars, posers etc..hahas.

i really dont know what CCA im gonna join..i really love band..the feeling of playing good music and knowing that you are part of it is realli incredicle..buuuutttt..it takes up so much time..and JC is supposed to be tougher..thinking about joining nehball..hahas..i like..but my skills are reallyyy............i think i'll wait for the talk on CCA..which should be tmw..

after school went to BBSS to collect money..im such a smartie that they just had to give me money..hahas..actually got 2..one is $250 and the other is $150..but the $250 one right..your monthly household income must be less than $3000..so i cant lars..so went to take the $150 one..i asked the lady then she say must wait cause they wanna give infront of the whole sch..i really died lars ok..luckily i told her that ive graduated..then she gave me..hahas..she say she dunno cause im wearing sch U..then went to collect shirt from zafirah..THANKS..hahas..asked cb but she cant find..

then we chilled (eww!) at BP..went to library..borrowed 2 books..nin borrowed 'postcards from wits ends'..HAHAHAHA! shes really very scared that she is not capable of finishing it..cause its quite thick and the words are quite small..hahas..but the story is damn nice..might read agn nxt time..i think thats all lars..hahas..ohya..just now when leaving PJ that time got a grp of indian GMs from teck whye sec infront of us..then the guy said in tamil..'you dont play play with me okay..i in sec 4 already'..and i was thinking please lars..im in J1..hahas..act-thin..lols..but thats all lars..im ache-ing all over from sitting there listening to the talk..i wanna go read the book i borrowed..btw its fly fishing by sarah harvey..ive been searching for this book for a few years..okayy..ciaooosss!

2005-12-27T09:32:00.000-08:00

hey yall..hahas..im quite sad right now..it just hit me that the year is gonna end in a few days..my godd..days..no longer weeks..aiyo..i cant take it..i dont want this year to end..i dont wanna go to sch..i wanna stay at home and rot and wake up at 12 everyday..this is realli very sad lars..sighs..anywayy..this entry..im gonna talk about.........

**Drum rolls**

The chronicles of laavanyah. The Fridge. The PS. And the juicer.

hahahahahas..thats my life right now..hahas..realli..everyday i will wake up extremely late (cus i slp arnd 5am) then will play PS like hell..then will go admire mua fridge..hahas..its realli damn chio..then might cook..this process requires the use of ingredients from my FRIDGE..which i love alot..hahas..then PS agn..then will make a few thousand juices a day..hahas..that day i make cucumber juice..i know it sounds quite disgusting..but its quite nice lars..added honey and all..then celery juice also quite alright..not as bad as it sounds..ive been living quite a healthy life..hahas..but i slp really damn late..cus of the tv lars..all the nice show..you can call me childish or whatever lars..but im still gonna say all this..0200 they show sabrina the teenage witch then martin mystery then totally spies then donald duck then potato and dragons..ends at 0430am..then i will try to slp..hahas..tv is so nice..i love my life right now..although a few years from now ill be reading this and saying 'omg..i cant believe i led such a useless life..hahas..

Im chatting with nin on the fone right now..we are reading our past enties lars..then she keep reading entries frm my rambutan period..aiyo..i cant take it lars..i was so disgusting last time..ewww! hahas..she doenst wanna stop reading..such a lousy fren..doesnt respect mua..hahas..what nonsense..lols..

then fridae we are thinking of going shopping..clothes bags shoes..and stuff for sch nxt year lars..then they have thier class chalet..and im supposed to go there and eat mae's share since she paid but lotsa ability to eat anything..hahas..then counts down and all..but havent decided on where to go..tmw wanna go nadias hse..hope i can lars..ytd wanted to go..but thennnn..i was locked in..cus my parents left early in the morning and took the keys with them..hahas..not early in the morning lars..actually i dont even know what time they left..cus i woke up at like only 1pm..hahas..im gonna try and force her to watch the EER..lols..

Then that day chatted with cb..she watched king kong..mae's cousin act one..hahas..cb told me the story abit lars..sounds quite nice..i wanna watch also..but she said that the 1st 1hr quite nonsense..hahas..then wanna watch narnia too..so many things to do..so lil time..hahas..ewww! oh no! i missed sabrina..better go now..then can watch martin mystery..my fav..lols..buaisssss!

2005-12-25T08:28:00.000-08:00

helloo! i know i havent been updating..ive been really busy..hahas..mae helped me get ff8..im so happie..thankew WORX! hahas..so ive been busy playing..achieved quite alot today..lols..mae updated abt her new phone (finally) and i shall update about my new fridge..hahas..my old one was being a shit so got a new one..arrived ytd..hahas..it damn chio can?!?! aiyo..im in love lars..with my new fridge..hahas..lame but realli..its taller than my old one..the color also damn nice..the functions also damn cool..has got alot of rooms inside..hahas..some of you a$$holes might be thinking 'its just a fridge what?'..youre wrong..its not just a fridge..its the chio-est fridge in the world..hahas..to me anyway..you guys shld really come check it out..then my mum bought the dvd for the exorcism of emily rose..then watched it ytd..i realli died lars okay..its not those 'BOO' kinda scary..when youre watching realli not scary..but when you wanna sleep or around 2 or 3 am..my god..really feel like dying..some more i always sleep around 5am..so have to suffer in the darkness..ytd was trying to slp..but the memories of emily really haunts me out loud lars..so went to my parents room to watch tv..then fell asleep there..hahas..mae was asking me to go nin's hse earlier so that can watch there..but nin is too weakling..hahas..realli..that day watched the phone at her hse..she realli lotsa watching lehs..covers her face with a book..the book is 'split ends' lars..recommended by mee! hahas..she said its nice..thankew..my taste is always rockie..but i dunno how many thousand weeks she took to finish it..tsk tsk..shes comfirm scolding me right now..hahas..but its alright lars..the first book that nin has finished in her entire life..shld record the date..nxt time celebrates anniversary..hahas..i have quite alot of things to do..better start now..must finish and go to bed by 3am..hahas..wish me gd luck..ciaoss!

Actualli got alot more that i wanna say..but cant rmb right now..shall update nxt time.

2005-12-19T08:32:00.000-08:00

hey people..im back from nin's hse..came back at arnd 1130pm..i think im gonna watch MIB later..will smith is so cute lars..MINE! hahas..last entry forgot to mention that my dad bought a new doorbell..its also damn cool..hahas..havent fix yet..wireless technology..very different from the others..the bell is damn cute lars..when you press will have this lil red light on top then it will start to ring..hahas..i think nin and mae might be coming to my hse tmw..movie marathon agn..asked them to borrow the movie before they come here..hahas..and mae, if you are reading this, you better rmb to bring the harry potter and wedding planner vcd tmw..if not you will GET IT FROM ME!!! HAHA! then can help me buy apples on the way here okay..then i can juice it for yall with my new juicer..lols..thats all lars..i shall go watch my darling will smith now..ciaoss!

2005-12-19T00:04:00.000-08:00

hey all..i was actually updating this morning arnd 0203am..but then suddenly something popped up saying that my comp was preparing for standby..whatever lah..lotsa i got ask it to..then didnt feel like updating already..now at nin's hse..hahas..the day before ytd was very fun..for me lars..although i was at home the whole day..watched a few thousand movies..then melvin was trying to help patch things up..in the end not everything was alright..but im fine with the way things are right now..have nin and mae..*smiles..EWW! hahas..then my movie had to wait for like 2hrs..started watching at arnd 3am then ended at arnd 6am..my mum was complaining that it was very noisy..by the time i slp it was already 7am..then woke up at like 2pm..hahas..not bad..im quite a strongling..hahas..then ytd my parents went to look for a new fridge since the current one is giving us some problems..then i asked them to help me buy juicer also..hahas..then my nice.ie dad asked my mum to buy new radio for me..cus my old one spoil..then the new one damn cool..got karaoke..and can play vcd..they got give the thing to plug into the tv..hahas..lidat can watch vcd in my room..hahas..then my mum also bought some thousand other stuff..im waiting for mae right now..shes always late lors..tsk tsk tsk..and she wants to go sentosa stay over and stuff..but need to look for a tent..lols..i wanna go eat ock now..update agn later when i go home..byeee!

2005-12-17T01:17:00.000-08:00

Richalynn,

please do not accuse me of things i did not say. read my entry properly before you quote anything from my blog. I did not say anything about a sec2 guy from the east. And do not ask mathangi about me. If you need to know anything, you can ask me yourself. Your cooperation is much appreciated. Thank you.

2005-12-16T10:06:00.000-08:00

heyy all..today early in the morning went to nin's hse..hahas..early in the morning..arent you surprised? hahas..usually will sleep until 12 plus cause i will only go to bed at like 4am..ytd went to slp at 5am..couldnt stop reading..so nice lors..then we checked the jc admission thing together..me and nin got into pjc science..hahas..so happie..my first choice..dont need to travel so much and ill be with nin..hahas..hope we will be in the same class..needta congratulate mae on making it to Anderson JC..i dont know why ACJC doesnt want her..hahas..stupid lors..AJ is like better than AC..hahas..looks like alot of people got their 2nd choice..when i was in sec2 i didnt even know what JC stuff was all about..like which JC is better and all..but some people think that they know everything..tsk tsk..mae is like a rare breed of humans lars..lols..she is smart AND hardworking..im sure she will be successful..some people dont understand that and think that they are more intellegent..thats realli a joke lars..mae's english may not be the best..but she hasnt got any f9s either..and her other subjects are powderful..hats off to her..hahas..just that im not wearing one..lols..im just sad that cb didnt sign up for that thing..why did she oversleep? hais..if not she will confirm be in PJ also..hahas..anyway..i hope everyone is happy with where they going..if you're not..then its alright..still have the Os..and to melvin, i think you're a nice person. i just think that you might want to find out whats going on before giving comments. yeah..thats all. now and can complain abt mae..hahas..i waited for her at cck for a few thousand hrs lars..she says she went to return bks at the library when she realised she nd to change her add in her bank bk..so she went to the bank.and she claims that the queue was very long lars..and that was why she was late. but if the queue is long and you know someone is waiting for you..then just leave larss..mae!!! hahas..anyway i didnt wait for long..left after like 20 mins..hahas..but dont worry..i aint pissed..still lub euu de worszxszx! hahahahas..aiyah..i better go now lars..needta do some chatting on the phone..hahas..byeeee!

2005-12-15T10:53:00.000-08:00

hey all. such wonderful things happened today. you can just go to mae's blog to read it. hahas..although she did miss out a few things.but nvm.i just recieved info that some pathetic sissy gay has been reading my blog. He just loves me so much that he had to update abt ME! haha! Aww..he actualli needs inspiration to express discontent and anger. lol. if im a fucking retarded person then id realli like to know what he calls himself. but then agn, he might actually think that he is god's gift to women or shall i say men? At this point, AUTHOR S might be thinking 'oh,you dont even know me'..trust me,i dont want to.not anymore. and abt the 'unspoken virtue to never talk behind people's back'. why dont you tell this to you best friend. She can just tell her other bestie[who is back from taiwan] that she thought that she was annoying and had shared her feelings with me. author s..im sorry to hear that you have a lousy comp. cause my font is extremely clear. and im supposed to be too scared to tell it to you face. omg..how hilarious can you get? like who are you? please ask urself this. If you think you are intimidating you shld take a gd look in the mirror. what are you gonna do to me? lols..i really cant imagine. but still,you are full of surprises.Kissing a GUY who is as pathetic and sissy as you. i knew u were gay. but i never knew that you were pathetic enough to actually kiss matthew. YUCK? definately! in case you havent noticed, if im childish, you are just as childish to actualli write abt me. author s, at least i am not afraid to speak my mind. making enemies is no big deal esp when those people arent really worth keeping as friends. maybe this seems like such a big deal to you because this is the 1st time ur actualli insulting someone.nope.strike that.trying to insult someone. yeah yeah author s, you know that this isnt abt your mum. i would never say anything abt her.maybe liking younger guys isnt that disgusting. but we are only 16. how much younger do you want to go? and no, author s. im not gonna say that this is my blog so i can write whatever i want. i WANT to write this in my blog because i want you to read this. maybe cus i want you to know what i think abt you. now that u know..well..gd for you!
'" i want someone who and sit up with me... " the day you find such a person is probably the day i attain nirvana.'
hahas..omg author s, i realli dont know y u are kidding urself. You are acting like ur some extremely handsome and macho guy who actualli has a few girls [or guys] waiting for him in bed. once agn, please look at yourself in the mirror. maybe i cant find that perfect guy. but its not as if you are gonna find anyone at all. this is what i think of you and ur too-gd-for-me friends.

2005-12-14T10:52:00.000-08:00

Hey all. U should have noticed by now that i no longer have the pw thingy.i have decided that ive been too nice. and it isnt my job to protect some ppl from the not-so-nice things that i have to say.like i said,no one is forcing you to stay. you might want to leave right now. dont say i didnt warn you.

Im sick and tired of being nice. cant be anymore. i dont wish to use names. but you shld know who you are. That grp is like a bad habit im trying to break. and i think ive been successful. my current grp of friends are more normal [and straight]. The year is about to end. and we will soon be off to diff schools. what im trying to say is that it doesnt matter if we're not friends anymore. I dont think we were meant to be friends at all. Cause i f.king hate gays. Sissy gays are even worst. and i f.king hate dumb people even more. not trying to be a twit but i hate hypocrites. i REALLY do. Im not being an a$$hole. just being honest. brutally honest,yes.but at least im honest. Fake is YOUR middle name. its also f.king annoying when you think everything is about you.when its obviously not. and all you know how to do is act angelic and aam. You think you're the only one who can be annoyed? well I am f.king annoyed as well. and im not gonna be gracious abt it. you may be reading this and shaking ur head. well, screw you.and one more thing. Liking younger guys is like the most disgusting thing ever.like how desperate can you get? being dumb desperate and gay are things to be proud of. you can hate me now. cause i dont really care. its not as if i love u. fish off now.

Wow..that felt good.i needed to get that out of my head.I currently love nin and mae. no matter how many thousand times we quarell,we always patch things up. and there is something about that friendship which is worth fighting for. I no longer wish to struggle and hide my feelings in order to keep certain relationships.its just not worth it.To you im just a selfish bi tch who cant control her tongue. id rather be that way. i REALLY dont need you.id love to stay and update on all the pleasant things that occured today but its like 340am and im getting kinda sleepy.need to wake up and meet nin and mae tmw. gtg now..byeee!

I want someone who will sit up with me until dawn discussing shared passions; someone who will cook an amazing dinner for his wife and her friend, and then sod off without enjoying any of it so that they have some privacy to talk;someone who will dance with me in the moonlight.

Corny? maybe.
Appealing? definitely.

2005-12-09T05:20:00.000-08:00

Heyy..Nin is complaining that im not updating..aaaannndd being the nice.ie that i am..i decided to update..hahas..lemme see..sean came back from aus!!! hahas..yay! I WAS excited..buuuut..since im kinda besties with SOME people..i decided not to go out with him..and i can say wtvr i want abt them here..cus they dont have my pw..HAHA! i noe im being kinda mature larss..hahas..but who cares..i just dont want to go out with them..and jiaxon is going to taiwan! woohoo! that should be when ill be going out with sean..cant wait..along with melvin and mae-dengue of course..and mae..if you are reading this..i needta tell ya something..I HATE YOU! hahass..tryna be besties with jiaxin and writing a testi*** for her..and tell us 'oh..i hate jiaxin..i dont wanna go out with her'..you know what? Ur like the true definition of a hypocrite..*roars..wtvr larss..i shall stop now..if not you will start to be petty and hate me..ohhkay..i only did some things for the past few days..mostly onlining and cheating in bridge with nin..she damn acTHIN lehss..hahas..tryna be the 'N' in the middle of KNN..hahas..kanNINna..hahahahahahahs..im so funny..lols..if moe ppl are reading this..PLEASE dont sue me..please..hehess..then we went to watch harry potter and the goblet of fire..again..i know..hahas..but nice..if you manage to totally ignore the parts which are so not similar to the book..then took neos with nin and her sis..acthin besties..then ytd went to nin's hse to gym and stuff..so tiring lors..cant rmb when was the last time i went..theeeen todae helped nin's sis do some GL stuff..hahas..quite fun lars..GL-ing..the MOT is damn funny lars..aiyos..seriously laughs out loud..the mr.osg is the best..and his eyebrows..hahas..so gay..my kiat..then just now watched freaky friday..disney channel have nothing better to do..then cmm..his hair is......hhahas..and the part outside lindsay's hse..singing hit me baby one more time..hahas..so funny lors..beautiful singing and all..hahas..i shld go now larss..k..ciaoszxszxszx..lols..

i wanna play bridge.again.and again.

2005-12-01T07:54:00.000-08:00

Hey, nin and mae..currently only the 2 of you have my pw..woohoo..*pats you on the back..let give them a round of applause..*claps..hahass..i had to change password cus some people might not be that trustable..soooooooo..i shall blog about todae..mae and nin came to my house..and it wasssss...CHAOTIC!!! hahas..realli..'fought' with nin..hahas..wtvr larss..we watched van helsing..my darling bf is DAMN handsome larss okay..lols..although he is quite old..luckily nin didnt cook..if not.....my kitchen would have been gone..hahas..wasabi peas are quite sucky lehss..aiyah..thats all larss..i sorta feel like eating..-says mae..EWWW! actualli i aso larss..i wanna go but nin wont let me..such an arse right?
hahass..shall go now larss..byeeeee!

DONTCHA think that nin is a sucker? lols..

2005-11-30T22:14:00.000-08:00

Hello, people who have my password..hahass..kinda mature lars..doing all this..but i just need to block some people out of my life..hahass..ytd went out with nin (Eww) hahass..watched prime..was alright lars..the guy was kinda cute..hehes..but the ending was abit..err..hahas..then we went to check out dunearn's prom..its like so much better than ours lars ok..the ball room itself was WOW! then........KF VERY CUTE!!!! my KIAT! ahhhh..didnt realli see faizal larss..but KF was enough larss..too much to handle..hahass...my kiat lorss..so damn frikking cute..hehess..we saw alot of couples fighting ytd..damn stupid lars ok..announces to the whole world..one girl was trying to commit suicide..wanted to run into e traffic..then the bf pushed her in and 'FUCK AR..What you tryna do?!?!'..hahass..then the whole world turned and looked..hahass..the other girl was staring into blank space after the bf left..LOLS..throwing their face all around lors..tsk tsk..ohya..we took neos too..its been so long since i took neos with nin..hahass..beautiful name..and im supposed to be lamb..*mehhh*..hahass..wtvr larss..back to the neos..hahass..IM SO CHIO CAN?!?!? hahass..in the neos larss..my kiat..loves myself and all..and nin was being a sucker..as always..lolss..some ppls bdae today larss..sort of wanted to go..but mae and nin didnt want to..and i kinda wanna go alone larss..sooooo..i didnt lors..my mum said im quite evil..but who cares..its not as if i love her lars..and im broke aso..so just didnt go lorss..the too of them can happily do some bonding..hahas..Ohh..and i call jacqueline ytd..on the way home..chatted and all larss..i expected her to have like changed alot and be totally cheenay and stuff..but she wasnt..it was like as if she nv left school..chatting with her felt the same as before..wierd right? hahass..then she asked me to tell her when im free..then can go out and all..im free everyday larss..its just i feel like going out anot..hahas..and i need to complain..argh..i was playing FF8 that day..after a few thousand years..hahas..then i trained them and my level was higher than ever before larss..then i was quite excited to continue playing..BUT THEN..the 2nd disc got too many scratched..then cant..im quite desperate right now..asking people..and mae has been helping me..THANKEW MAE!!! hahass..hopefully i can get it larss..then ill never ever leave my house again..hehess..this entry is kinda short lars..so id better stop here..nin and mae are supposed to be somming to my house now..hehe..so BYE!!!

I wanna watch hp and the goblet of fire..DONTCHA!?

2005-11-26T13:30:00.000-08:00

Updating after a few thousand years..even my tagboard wasnt working..the last time i updated,the Os werent very near..and now..its all over..hahass..no more studying..yay! But ever since the last day of the Os..things havent been going very well..everything is irritating..and some people are great..just G.R.E.A.T..understanding and all..the thought of them just disgusts me..dumbasses and hypos..wtvr larss..so much more i want to say but its not very nice larss..

About 2 days ago NinTenDay and I were cooking in my hse..hahass..then some great stuff happened larss..and she cant stop laughing..hahass..N sea buoy poured too much kichap..the whole thing was kinda great to look at..LOLS..then dad threw the damn thing away..hahass..kinda sad larss..but its alright..i can imagine how ntd is gonna laugh when she reads this..hahass..then signed up for the JC admission thing aso..if i dont get PJ then im not going leadi larss..dont wanna travel..too tiring..had enough of bb for 4 yrs..im supposed to help to clean my hse now..I dont want larss..aiyooo..4get it larss..

ciaoss..HAHA!

2005-10-08T00:54:00.000-07:00

*Singss..wake me up.when O levels end! Hahass..so cute..but the person who said it is..err..hahass..i thousand things happened larss..so long nv update..last fridae went to town with melvin and jx..bought that top for my love..then sorta surprised her larss...then after that gt maggie noodles and went to esplanade there..sit there eat..then watch ppl dance..play cards..hahass..quite nice larss..after that went home..wanted to go on the farris wheel at my hse there..but realli kinda cheap lehss..one person 7.50..like whats the point..might as well pay abit more then gt unlimited rides at escape..hahas..then gt back results larss..hahass..its time for me to complain now..ahems..my blahdy results SUCK! oni gt my eng and emaths to be proud of..the rest are realli...dotss...my tuition T said that my teachers are mean..she say usually teachers will help if u just need a few more marks..my sadness is that for my chem phy and amaths..im just like 2 marks away from my distiction..amaths is the worst larss..1 mark away..*cries out loud..i know i sound selfish course alot of ppl struggling to pass..blahdy sea buoy keeps scolding me..but i think that i have my own standard and i feel that i din perform..yahh..i gt below 20pnts and can go 1st three months..so what..its nt as if 16 pnts is wonderful lars..i duno where to go..all my frens did like realli well or realli badly..im like stuck in the middle..dun wana go anywhere alone..its realli frustrating larss..although its nt the actual Os yet..hate this feeling larss..sometimes just feel like staying at home and rotting away..just wana make sure that this doesnt happen in the actual Os..nd to works hard..i need my As..im actually looking forward to the mock exams..hope they're tough..wanna see how well prepared i am..hahass..maybe i shld go study now..although its kinda early and all..hahass..but i dun feel like slping..so shall make gd use of my time..byeeeeeeeee!

I miss his face!!!

Blahdy SEAN! dun GOOOOOOOO!!!

2005-09-29T19:52:00.000-07:00

Hey..ytd was kinda nice..hahass..morning sch was quite boring larss..mostly annoying cause the teachers lotsa wanting to tell us our results..then after that went for the URA thingy..i think we went to the same place last yr or something..then gt some presentation..gurmit singh was kinda cute lars..they say he looks like SOME1..hahass..then had some sort of a competition..at 1st quite enthu larss..actualli super enthu..duno y aso..but later it became kinda dotss..then cb was searching vigourously for the answers..me jx and ap were sitting down n resting..lols..in the end we still get prize..lolss..some note book larss..after tt went back to sch..met my love then we went to kfc to meet ap cb and hj..after that went home..then i was realli kinda tired..din feel like studying for physics test..so slept early.hahass.thats all.

I feel like saying something.Bike riders remind me of ahems! Ytd saw cy's fren ,i think his name it syed, riding his motorbike out of the sch..i DIED lars ok!..its realli OMG!!! SOOOOOOO CUTEEE!! *screams out loud..My heart realli melted lars okay!!!!
Bike riders are EXTREMELY CUTE! cute bike riders are EXEXEXEXEXEXTREMELY CUTE!!!
omg..im dying..im fainting over him larss..at 1st thought that he wasnt cute..but now..hahass..syed..lolss..Then ap said that his pants are tight..ahhhhs..sexy and all..LOLS..and he looks abit like ahems..that makes me die even more..hahass..he is EXTREMELY cute when he smiles..ahhhhhss..thangi says hes nt cute..argh..boxes her face..sadly nv hear his voice b4..he seems kinda dao..but ever so CUTE..aiyoss whats my problem..later he read this he will die..hahass..by the way..the ahems is actualli rambutan..lolss..in case u haben figured it out yet..tt day was telling jx and chew abt my memories..nearly died..remembering all those times..he is also extremely cute..but duno y din feel like patching with him..ahh..enough of my sadness..shall go make my beloved orange juice now.Byeeee!

Happy birthday melvin!

2005-09-27T23:15:00.000-07:00

Okay okay..im updating..hahas...quite long nv update..prelims are over..i was quite confident..now getting kinda scared..i wana go ACJC!!! together with my beloved chew n jx..My husband said i did well for eng compre..hahass..im kinda scared bout my humanities..todae we went to buy present for a thousand lifer..then took NEOS!! very nice lehss..i wana scan..then went to serangoon rd there..wanted to get the vasantham star ticks..but sold out..cries out loud larss..i wanted to see the shabir and SCREAM for him..he is soooo totally extreamly die-ably CUTE!!! my gawd!but gt gf..heart breaks..hahass..wtvr..then todae debated abt adding cy in friendster..we kinda threw our faces in the library just now..i think he noes we're tokking abt him..he IS kinda cute actually..wears black and all..and his friend is cute too..just realised it todae..im gona go to the library everydae after sch ..im obsessed with cute guys larss..when i shld be studying..hahass..i wana go to the funfair lehss..but its ex lehss..might as well go to escape..i nd to go leadi larss..duno shld study for phyics anot..AQ is a sucker larss..he can just go f himself..

I LOVE SEAN RICHALYNN AND JIAXIN!!!

2005-09-14T19:51:00.000-07:00

ehh..hello..i just woke up..im sooo tiredd..i slp at 5..then wanted to wake up at 6..but kinda possible larss..irritant..today was maths paper1..i duno who set it lars..but obviously they think that we are stupid..it was quite easy larss..hopefully can get high..the only prob is that paper2 might be tougher..then the blahdy SS paper..i think it was okay larss..did the merger qn..luckily read through it ytd..the source based was f.ed up lars ok..irritant..hahass..after than roamed arnd in sch for awhile..then we went out larss..then saw a ginormous grp of ppl at the busstop..went there and chatted out loud larss..lolss..the me ntd and ccb went to lot 1..hahass.L1..then half way cb left larss..eat and stuff then we went home lorss..i think im gonna study now..i nd to larss..but duno what to do..shall i slp tonight?..hmm..

If you hate some1..please show it lars you assholes..its kind obvious that you dont dare.. tsk tsk..cowardly arses..writing in ur blog that you hate the QBs..then tag at nas's blog and acting like some nice.ie..tsk tsk..such fake people..it no wonder that ur in the PC as well..You dont even know what the hell is going on..so just shut up..and so much for standing up for that pole larss..kinda nt standing miles away when she is being insulted..wow..quality buddies..Now THATS a joke..

SEAN! i lubb eu worr!LOL!!

2005-09-13T16:13:00.000-07:00

irritantirritantirritantirritant..hahass..Ntd is an irritant..lol..ytd was my chem paper..went to sch at abt 12.30..met ntd at the canteen..then went up to the hall there..mr quek is realli the most barbaric person ever..im gona go deaf bcause of him..there is no need to shout just besause god gave u a loud voice..then the chem paper was okay larss..nt say very hard or what..but nt very confident also..i think i made some mistakes..then there was this multi-job guy invidulating us..lol..kinda hilarious..after that me, jx, pooralynn and ntd went to JE..sat in kfc and chatted a thousand..in e end we went to long john..after that went to the library..then planned the chalet and the prom thingy..planning all this when the 'O's arent even over yet..whats our problem?..hahass...then halfway..i kinda felt something lar..it was this blahdy cockroach..then kicks and all that..it flew..hahass..then ntd was rolling all over..it nt furnie lor..then pooralynn became the roach gaurd..hahass..that is lame larss..then we saw long john there aso..then arnd 7 plus we went home..came home then i did chem papers although its already over..im supposed to be studying SS now..and i haven even touch geog..im like SO dead lar ok..tmw is SS and maths paper 1..i realli hate paper1..cnt use calculator..sucks lorss..'maths is suxx'..LOL..wonderful english..hahass..i better start now lar..if nt hallelujah..byeeeeeee!

i love orange juice!

2005-09-11T22:23:00.001-07:00

Hello people..changed skin..think im gona start updating agn..kinda strange that im doing this at this point of time..since tmw is prelim and all..think i might stay up late tonight..cus tmw i oni nd to go to sch at arnd 1..cus morning is the mother tongue paper..and since my 'O's i already got an..ahem..A2..i dont nd to retake..fri was my english paper..kinda not dots out loud larss..then tmw is my chem paper..heard its gona be easy..i nd an A for my chem lar okay..physics is supposed to be a killer...then put it in prison larss..grr..i think im prepared nt to do well for that..haven even touch on geog lehss..im like sooo dead..nd to start mugging..other than that i think im prepared lars..hopefully i am..

I just HATE people who talk about beauty being on the inside and not on e outside..in this time and age..that is SO not true..id like to ask these people to open thier eyes..PLEASE..you are being judged..every second of you life..the people around you are not angels you know..and if u wanna survive..u cant be one either..how you look on the outside and how you present yourself is getting more and more important..Being beautiful and being confident that you are beautiful are two different things..being confident does NOT make you beautiful..pls look in the mirror before you say anything..Wtvr it is..you f.kers are UGLY inside and out..so just zip it..cowardly ass.poless..

To see a world in a grain of sand.
and a heaven in a wild flower
hold infinity in the palm of you hand
and eternity in an hour

Now THIS is beautiful.

2005-06-07T00:13:00.000-07:00

Oh my kadavulei..lolss..cant believe tt i din update for so long..nearly a month..sooo..got back my results quite long ago...managed to pass everthing..cept geog..grr..so guess i improved..by quite alot..but still nt too happie wif my results..nowadays in e mood for studying..did loads of chem todae...past two days did amaths..btw..my mother tongue Os are over..hopefully i can get a distinction..1 week of holidaes gt lessons..but lotsa i went..hahass..tuesdae had band practice..rehersal for synesthesia..was reeli cool..although e music kept screwing up..den wed was e actual thing..we were e pre-concert item..somehow felt tt we weren't realli appreciated..after tt we watched e performance for e second time..alot of students came..saddeningly..they dont know how to behave at concerts..so rude..making stupid noises..hmm..den by e time i reach home it was oleadi 12..din have time to pathetically eat maggi noodles outside cheers with jx n chew..hahass..ive been watching loadsa movies..didnt realise tt i had so many at home..i think tmw i wana go lot1 to borrow movies at laser flair..wana watch pirates of e carribean and lizzie maguire e movie..hahass..realli miss those..guess i shall go n slp now..think ill be dreaming abt chem tonight..hahass..byeeee...

``___Someday, my prince will come. He just took a wrong turn and got lost. And is too stubborn to ask
for directions.___'''

2005-05-07T19:31:00.000-07:00

HeLLoooooooooooo! Hahass..ytd was physics paper 1 and 2..paper1 was kinda ok larss..think can pass..but then..my beloved paper 2 was so wonderful tt i felt like hugging and kissing it..grr..wads punitha's problem?..grr..lotsa able to do larss..if i pass i will chop off my head..hahass..den mr. quek ask me to prepare a chopper..cutie pie..hahass..after e paper we were discussing some of the qnss..n melvin was acting like sum cukoo and rolling on e floor..hahass..den after tt we walk e looooooong way to e mac behind sch..den i happily ate..after tt walked to e blk near wm..den went to e 30th storie..so windy n nice lorsss...sum ppl were titanic-ing arnd..hahass..den took sum stupid videoss..den went exploring..hahass..take e stairs all e way up..den can see all e pipes and stuff..like dark water lidat..eekss..den after tt went to wm..it was happily raining CATS n DOGS..lolss..mel jx n chew ran..den me n monkey use umbrella..hahass..den saw kerby n berry they all..hahas..ting ting's bdae..so sweet lorss..with e heart shaped cake n all..den went to foodcourt den home..before that we were crapping outside e mrt station..so furnie lorss..hahass..melvin n his malay dance..after tt went home via mrt..den rotted..hahass..im supposed to be studying larss..but lotsa mood..im gona fail everything can? haiss..obviously i dont want that to happen..so i guess ill go study now..byeeeee!

``___love jx monkey chew n mel___'''

2005-05-05T16:54:00.000-07:00

Hey people...let me update yall bout my examss..tuesdae went to school for geography n a.maths paperss..geog wasnt so bad larss..nt that i'll pass or anything..but just confident that i wont fail miserably..considering tt i din study 4 it at all..hahasss..n den a.mathss..hahass..aso kinda confident larss..i think i can make it..den wednesdae had e.maths paper 1 and English paper 2..maths was ok larss..think can make it aso..hahass..den english was..errr..hahass..hard larss..kinda cheem..my summary was full of shitt..den todaeee..had tamil paper1 and paper 2..my paper 1 was abit of a mess..havent been writing compo for a long time..so..i kinda like din noe wad i was writing..but paper 2 was ok..i guess..hahass..kinda confident larss..hope can do well..den tmw is physics paper 1 and 2..i havent started u noe?..hahass..but oleadi plan wad to do..burning mid-night oiiillll todae..hopefully i can tahan larss..so tts all..i shall go n study now..byeee *MuaCkssss!

``___Daddy, wheres e sun gone from the sky?___'''

2005-05-02T22:22:00.000-07:00

HarLoWsss...im taking a break right now..studies for quite long..im actualli kinda confident ya noe..for amaths..nt geog..hahass..im still feeling kinda intellegent after doing those exam paper..i think my P&C is improving...im still thinking abt which jacket to bring tmw..n whether i shld take taxi to sch or not..hahass..i haben study geog yet lehhssss..how?!?!..im like so dead..4get it larss..i shall just go n read my beloved book now..Byeee!

i.love.amaths.lols.

``___How does it feel to know you never have to be alone?___'''

2005-05-01T18:21:00.000-07:00

Heyyyy...todae is Sunday =)..hahass..woke up kinda early..arnd 8?..but tt doesnt mean tt i got out of bed at 8..hahass..lazed arnd till very late..hahass..finished e bk closure last night..kinda nice larss..but nt as gd as her previous bks..den felt realli empty w/o anithing to read..hahass..so i took out my harry potter..hahasss..n e order of e phoenix..start to read all over agn..i oni read it once b4..e others i've read em at least 3 times each..hahass..den had tuition just now..went through sum stuff..since tuesday is a.maths paper 1..i duno wad im gona do abt my goeg..maybe last minute ill do some reading..im more interested in my maths n sciences..im gona go back to doing my exam papers..im feeling kinda intellegent at e moment..hahass..realli..lets see if i feel e same after im done with the exam papers..ohhh..n i just realised tt e sodding question i was unable to do ytd was on integration..hahass..nowonder..lolss..i dont noe y..but im actualli kinda excited abt tuesday..dont noe wads wrong wif me..jux a lil worried abt geog..if only i had a better teacher n sec3..who realised tt we had a bloody life..arghh..im missing chewie n xinie at e moment..hahass..think id better get back to studying right now..byeeee!
*Muacksssss!

``____I love you, is that okay?___'''

2005-04-30T11:53:00.000-07:00

Hey..i noe i haven been blogging for a loooong time..i cnt remember wad has been happening..hmm..guess ill just start from ytd..April29th..haisss..start of my mid-year exams..was English n SS..my english compo was reali shit..writing abt teenagers being a confused lot of young people becuase they dont noe what the want in life..cheem?..hahasss..i thought it was e easiest..i think my functional writing will be better..e comparison type..think im quite gd at that larss..den after that was SS..i think i wasted my time studying all e chapters..cus only 4 of em came out..structured essay i did e one on Northern Ireland..den source based they gave us abt the UN..i dont think i used ani of my background knowledge in e source based..it was all right there staring at me..Dont know y they want to give us most of e info in e sources..well..guess they have to consider e cases of some people who wouldnt be able to realise it even if it was dancing naked under thier nose..right now having a long weekend..monday is mayday den gt no sch..extra time to study..i duno how im gona study for geog..my geog jus sucks can?haisss...tuesdae is Geog n A.maths paper1..can say im quite demoralised at e moment..i was doing some exam paperss..prelim papers of SJI, Catholic High and Dunman high..E.maths n A.maths..lotsa ability to do..i mean..can do larss..but it just takes so much more effort..i dun quite feel comfortable..duno what my mid-year paper is gona be like...i was actually quite confident b4 i tried those papers..now..i just feel so stupid..hiassss...n also kinda pressured by the coming mt o levels..its like so fast..n i seriously nd a distinction..i reeaaallliiii hate my fairy fat mother..she is soooo anoyying she can just kiss e ground n die..grr..anyway..we were freezing in e hall ytd..so tuesday MUST bring jacket..shall i bring e white one or e pink one..hmmm...i think id better go stuff my stupid brain with some intellegence right now..byeeeee...

PS: 12 May is coming!!! YAY!

``____I love you, i love you, i love you, i love you___'''

2005-04-09T03:28:00.000-07:00

heyy people..i noe i noe..hahass..haben been updating for a long time..have been very busy..starting revision n all tt..hahass..tt time updated but my comp kinda like didnt hang..so im kinda sorry tt u all cnt read abt my police experience..hahass..hmm..lemme see..sean is back..hahass..nt very close to him larss..but he's very nice..hahass..keep going to mc..den saw jeremy [hilary's obssesion]..hahass..blahdy nice lorss..tells us e various tricks in diff subjectss..den ytd was our last weekday band practice..had no remedial cus my fairy godmother nv come..so went behind sch with mel, ariel, jx, monkey n sean..waiting 4 e BT tt time we kept doing our diff versions of 'wah'..hahass..cresendo..decresendo..legato..staccato..lolss..kinda mature..ppl were kinda like not staring at us..hahass..but who cares..lolss..den tokking abt ppl nowadays using too much abbrevations..den mel created one..hahass..*drum rollss....mmcbmym..shall nt type out e meaning here..den we happily..VERY HAPPILY..got bitten by some nice..VERY NICE..bees..lolss..tnks alot to them..me mel n sean stung..cus e thing on my head..den i try to sweep it off den it stung my finger..me n mel on middle finger..den sean index finger..den saw ms koe..asked her for advice..hahass..den she bring us to e clinic..den e docter very nice..advertise for her pimple cream..lolss..den after chatting for a thousand years we went back to sch for band..den after back go mac den went home..den todae had our last band practice ever..realli very sad..den wanlin gave all e clarinets a lil message n a notebook..so sweet of her..i think e juniors reeli need e encouragement..honestly im nt realli scared of e SYF..i duno y..just get a lil worried n frustrated when i think abt it too much..den ms ngiam gave all of us a msg n panda busicuits..in personalized envolopes..tts reeeli very nice..e msg was blahdy sweet..'in my heart, ur a gold'..my heart was melting..i dun thing there are any other teachers tt will want to take e time n effort to do this..love ms ngiam!!!..n PLS!..i thought band sucks..den y e hell are u crying..stop acting..trying to be part of e chain reaction..fuck off larss..its reeli annoying..i thot u wun be affected by things like this..ugh..wtvr..mondays our BIG day..hahas..hope e best for all of us..pray for us k..hahass..think id better to continue studying now..byeeeee..
PS: my finger is STILL swollen!

___``In my heart, Ur a Gold!'''___

2005-03-28T15:24:00.000-08:00

Why do i feel like crying?

``___does your heart beat for her?'''___

2005-03-19T14:57:00.000-08:00

Yo Yo Superman!..lolsss...heyy..hahas..luuurrrvvvee my blog..4got to tell yall abt my sad story..my aunty passed away..2 days ago..at 1st we thought its commit suicide..cus she gt attempt b4..but actually she had sum disease..n she didnt noe..sumthing call bronko pnemonia..or sumthing lidat lars..found out all this after e post mortem..tmw is e funeral..i wana go..but lotsa no tuition..so have to stay at home..hahas..btw..jeremy is soooooo cute...ytd he was roller blading at my blk here..hahas..den i ask him to go pass e carpark..hahas..cus my rm facing e carpark den easier to see him..his face so cute lorx..den todae i was going to e market to help my mum..den saw him agn..he was roller blading home..carrying sum newspaper..hahas..den after tt he msg-ed me saying tt he cut his hair..he say his hair very ugly..hahas..nt reeli larx..he looks cute in everything..lolss..den later gona go out..shld be going out with nad..waiting for her mum to come back..den she will call me..shld be going orchard..i nd to buy a white shirt..to go with my black skirt..e skirt so chio lorx..hahas..den duno nadster can go out until wad time..cux todae rambutan working until very late..den i can oni meet him arnd 11 or 12mn..so sad right..he say he dun wan make me wait..but i told him i dun mind waiting 4 him..cux reeli miss him..den he scared i dun let him go home like tt dae..lolss..he bringing me to e yishun jetty agn..cux i say i wan go back there..tt place so nice lorx..so peaceful n romantic..hahas..e 1st place we went to together this year..memories..lolss..lotsa memories lars..later he will complain tt my slippers very noisy..hahas..den duno tmw going home wad time..cnt too late cus gt tuition..when i wad asking my mum abt e staying over thingy she keep looking at my neck..thinking that she can find love bites agn..wahaha...but i became smarter..use foundation to cover..wahahaha!!!..how smart can i get..lolss...e song 1 thing by amerie is veryyyy niiiccceee..i keep watching e video..addicted to it leadi..anyway..lotsa doing of ISPL has occured..i duno wad is gona happen to me on monday..gtg go leadi..nd to help my mum with e cleaning..hahas..btw i cooked jux now...rockksss lorx my cooking..so nice..hahas...ill blog after i come home tmw..k..*muaCkssssss! Buaiss..

___``Love will find a way'''____

2005-03-18T02:57:00.000-08:00

Hey people! Guess whose back..wahahahas..ive decided to start blogging agn..dun be too shocked k? Havent been updating since new year...my new blog skin nice right..its so me..hahas..gives me a furnie feeling whenever i read e part on wishing for u..so sweet right..hahas..actually decided to change cause im nt so much of a taufik addict anymore..well...lotsa things have been happening..and 1 of them issssssss...*drum rolls*..i've fallen in love..hahas..agn..yesss...with e same rambutan tt used to invade my dreams..he's back..lolss..and he has brought a fwen..yesss..lychee!!!...lolss...they both rock...i mean..they both fruit..lolss..cutie-ness in me..loooooveeee yooouuuu!..hahas..i shall nt type my love story here..since its kinda short..n shall nt kill u ppl with my first entry...sooooo lemme see..what else..oh yessss...common test!..hahas..think i did quite ok..1st in english!!! woohoo!..hahas..4th in emaths n amaths..hahas..still can improve..din do so well for my tamil..but obviously i passed larx..physics..managed to pass..i think c5..nt too gd..nd to improve..think i can larx..chem was e oni think i failed..haisss...nd to put in alot more effort for that..hmm...n yessss...i nd to complain!!!..i hate her..or shall i say IT..grr...who else..blahdy krishnan larx..hate her to my death..such a hypocrite..shall elaborate when i have e time..deeeennnnn...eerrrmmm...this year closer to more ppl...nadia..monkey..jx n richard..hahas..love you all..ill never be who i am todae w/o you guys..*muackssss..love e time i spend with all of you..frens 4eva ks..lets work hard together n butt kick our 'O'h shit levels..hahas..this is our last year..so lets treasure our times together..hope can go same jc as you guys..hahas..now y am i rushing into e future?..hahas..i gt so muchh to say..but i seem to have 4got wad i wanted to say..hahas..nvm..ill update sum other time..Love yall..*muaCksssssss!

___``Anywhere i go, im home; If you are there beside me'''____

-> NightmaRe!

2005-01-02T23:04:00.000-08:00

Hey ppl..*sobs..my nightmarex r about to begin..haix..sch is gona start larx..im so scared can..i have done lotsa hmwk manx..tamil larx..tt blahdy slut give so much hmwk thinking tt im sum super women..wow..tamilx e oni subject arnd..lotsa dun nd study for other subjects larx..aiyahx..i jux hate even looking at her CHIO face larx k..she is sum super model tt i jux WANT to look at...haix..n my best husband gave sum stoopid n un-embaressing hmwk larx..i have so done it larx..haix..my life is jux super miserable larx..im actually supposed to be slping now..budden..wow..lotsa slp is comming to me..n sum1 is supposed to call me..n wow..lotsa calls are comming..n worst..gt my cousin in my sch..sec 1..suxx...jux hate him to e core caN? Cnt stand him..gt set up a few ppl to take care of him leadi..hope they do thier jobs..haix..thinking of how to go sch tmw..think go e usual way lorx..im trying to save money..den gt band aso..i think ill be going cux promised ms ngiam..hahax..shes so nice lorx..wrote such a nice testi 4 me..haix..see larx..lidat oleadi 11pm..lotsa can wake up tmw larx..i think i shall try to go slp now larx..i think when e person call me..lotsa will be able to tok..i nd e slp..aiyahx..but at least can see my other fwenx in sch whom i dun normaly see..so its ok larx..ill try my best to go slp now..k..*MuaCkxxxx! Buaix..

-> I LuuuurvE yoOou!

2004-12-13T19:53:00.000-08:00

HarLowX..at nad's hse now..heex..she is happily bathing...gona go to bp..aniwae..made a new fwen..added me in fwenster den jux chats larx..n guess wad?..his uncle is in e same band as taufik..YES! TAUFIK BATISAH! Our 1st ever singapore idol aka my husband darrrling..lolx..omg..couldnt believe it..asked my fwen to ask for his number from his uncle..den he msged his uncle last night..omg..hope taufik allows us to have his number..im seriously nt ever gone give it to ani1..even if they ask me..wahahax...so hope i can get his number when my fwen calls me tonight..aniwae ..ytd nad came to my hse agn..den when she reached tt time it was raining..so we decided to watch the seed of chucky 1st larx..den my aunty came to my hse..she cooked sum stuff 4 us larx..since she loves my mum...den after tt stopped raining..so went to run lorx..den it was worst den e previous day..realli buay tahan..after walking awhile cannot catch up at e same speed..legs felt so heavy..grr..nvm..shall try harded nxt time..nxt week i shld be going to nad's hse...n use e gym there larx..y run arnd e garden when there is a gym there..den sent nad home..den came back to eat my dinner..my aunty cook 1..omg..heavenly lorx..her cooking..died instantly..den i keep making my mum..by saying tt my aunty's children must be very lucky to eat those kind of food everydae..lolx..den my mum knocked my head larx..quite nt arse-holic..but her food is reeli damn damn damn nice can?..faintxxxx..hahax..nad finally came out of the toilet..hahax..so i shall go now larx..think i shall eat at bp..since e whole dae i GT eat..lolx..so buaix larx..dun miss me..lolx..MuaCkxxxxxxx!

____``Im In LuRve''____

-> Exercise

2004-12-11T23:53:00.000-08:00

heY!..im updating after a million years..heex..no mood..dun think too much..i wasnt having ani hectic lifestyle..lolx..hmm..todae morning..woke up kinda early..den lazed arnd lah..den evening nad came to my hse..den we went to exercise..lolx..jux run arnd my area..i ran a million larx..i cnt larx ok..im such a sporty person manx..n summore on jux 3 slices of bread..cnt larx ok..hahax..den came home n bathed..wah..most shIOk moment of my life..erm..jux exagerating..lolx..den watched spore idol finals encore..with nad..den she used my com..den i was very nice n kind to send her to e bus stop..lolx..den came home n online lorx..tts my pathetic dae..aniwae..taufik's songs rawk manx..soooooo nice..all of em...n e i dream is reeli faintable..n belaian jiwa is..omg..lolx..i can sing lehx..learnt it for my darling..lolx..heex..so i shall go now..n help nad in winning bridge..lolx..*muaCkx*..buaix..

taufik!

2004-11-28T21:10:00.000-08:00

TAUFIK!!! AKU CINTA PADAMU!!!..Ahhhx...hehex...nolar..im nt kuku..im jux in love with my darrrrling..hehex...todae went to jp to see e final 2 sg idols..den i happily screamed until my throat damn unpain..he reeli sing damn faints..den he did sum musical gymnastics..wah..i didnt die manx..so damn gd lorx..thousands of malay ppl supporting him..den we beacame 'leaders'..hahax..den me 1,2,3, TAUFIK!!!..with a few gals lahx..i duno y so many chinese gals r supporting 4 sly..r they voting for his cuteness or r they jux deaf..i realli dun think that he can sing..n i dun like his voice la..honestly..i think that taufik reeli deserves to win..in terms of popularity i think that they might be equal..but in terms of talent..taufik is obviously better..he is jux like a male christina aguilera..he can reeli control his voice damn well...i jux HAVE to vote 4 him..im gone use my fone..mum fone..hse fone..to vote..n shall influence sum ppl as well..hehex..mostly during band..me n nad were reeli super kiasu..we took like a million postcards n flag..n 1 guy wanted to xchange wimme..he wanted sly..but had taufiks 1..he sae his kena stolen..hahax..den i donated 1 sly flag to sum kuku gals..den after tt ate n went home..n i gt 1 more thing to sae...if u think tt being sarcastic isnt nice..den jux dun be sarcastic..we aint sitting here begging u to tok like us..stuff like i jux love him CAN..LOTSA love OCCURED..n so on..pls lah..ur nt even using it correctly..so jux shut up ok..if u dun think its nice..n dun noe how to use..den dun use larx..jux shuddup n invent ur own stuff larx..tt if u can larx..which i reeli doubt..if u noe me well..im e kind tt things tt its nt wrong to copy sum1s hairstyle or to get e same bag..cux those r nt stuff tt we invent..but this ways of talking n behaving {eg:clapping} is seriously we create 1 lorx..i dun think u can find sum1 else who speaks like us..if our very close fwenx happen to tok like us den its ok larx..maybe got influenced or wad lah..but wtf..we r so damn blahdy close to u manx..shuddup larx..i dun think u ppl r reading this..but if u are..den jux shut ur trap..n get a liFe!

-> Rotting

2004-11-27T17:29:00.000-08:00

Hey..i finally decided to update..im like rotting everydae..nuttin to do..oni go out once in a while..hope my cousin can come over..sooooo..lemme see..nuttin much happened...last sat was my bdae..ok larx..nt bad..morning wif parents..den afternoon till arnd 9.30pm went out wif my husband..we watched shutter..i watched agn..cux reeli damn nice..kinda scary lar,,but nt the kind tt will affect my daily life..1st time watched it with giant tigress,pinkbra,monkey n nazul..hehex..den we happily screamed together..we watched at jp..e cinema was kinda fun..will laugh together n all that..but e one at tamp reeli damn dotx..all those part i wan to laugh aso cnt..since i wont be e oni 1 laughing..[e part on e grasshopper]..but the one on e gay obviously e whole cinema roared..but was more fun at jp...den came home nearly 11..den sort of celebrated wif my cousins..they were staying over..hahax..mum got me this gift bag from body shop..gt quite a few stuff in it..haben reeli used..den my eldest cousin gt me a watch..n it was PINK!!!..hahax..i dun reeli wear watches..but ill wear hers..den my two lil cousins gt me a pencil n a neoprint album..n they made a card for me..hahax..soo sweet..heex...den lidat lorx..tmw thinking of going to jp to see e sg idols..n obviosly play bridge aso..hehex..duno mum will let anot..shall try my luck later..hahax..nxt time den i shall update agn k..buaix...

-> Lalala

2004-11-14T16:34:00.000-08:00

HeLLox..soooo long nv update..too lazy..thurs was deepavali..1st person to greet me was vinod..hahax..at twoff midnight..den rambutan..call me arnd 9 n FORCED me to wake up..lolx..den after tt my parents..den husband..hahax..nad nv greet me till she came to my hse..which was quite early..lolx..went to grandma hse in e afternoon..wasnt pissed larx..my blahdy grandma din give ani of us money this year..wtf is her prob?!?!..lucky gt one of my cousin over there..he jux married..den give us angpao..he is like reeli damn shuai..n is wife is..........dotx...he gt serious taste prob..e wife is soooo thin fair n chio..grr..e child aso nt cute 1..haix..what to do..they shotgun marriage..he gave me 10..b4 tt parents gave 50..den i was quite happie when i went home larx..nt oni a pathetic 60 buckx..den jux rested at home..den nad n richard came to yewtee..den i go fetch them..den come home..they acted like they know where is my hse..n wow..they went in lotsa correct waex..lolx..den we watched sg idol together..n we obviously screamed like hell larx..over sly n taufik..heex..den went to my rm to use comp..nad onlined n tokked to sa..lolx..den didnt want to leave..i noe u love me too much larx..lolx..den in e end..i chased them out..lolx..nolar..i where gt so bad..11.10 lidat they left..den i sent em to yewtee mrt..den after tt had to walk home alone..lucky no1 kidnap me..lolx..den came home n snorex larx..den ytd went to my other grandma's hse..den grandma gave me 10..den aunt gave me 10..hahax..ok larx..nt so bad..den i over very quiet wad..since lotsa ppl tt im close to..den my grandma ask me..'i nv do anything to u wad,y u dun wan tok to me'..lolx..so she thinks tt i dun like her..actually i reeli dun like larx..but ttx nt e reason y i nv tok to her..den later gona go my unclex hse for dinner..hope i can get some money there..lolx..im such a money face..lolx..think maybe ill go shopping wif e money..aniwae..happie hari raya to all muslims out there..lolx..buaix..i want to continue lazing arnd..

-> Smilex

2004-11-01T15:24:00.000-08:00

HeLLooo...hehex..jux now was looking at my blog..i sound so depressed..hahax..but im nt larx..obviously..hahax..so decided to write sum nicer stuff..n ask gona change my blogskin..to sumthing pinker n happier..lolx..this blogskin reeli sorta potrays me but kinda too sad larx..hmm[not HUM]..tt dae saturdae..begs my mum n go out wid nad..to orchard..heeren there..to see e sg idols..wah..we didnt die..sylvester is like so damn blahdy cute lorx..n olinda is very chio..daphne's hair is very nice..leandra is ok larx..den taufik..omg!!!..dies..soooo cute lorx..too bad chrissypoo wasnt there..if nt we will reeli die..heex..den went into heerenx..den take neox..damn nice..but it wasnt 10 buckx larx..all we deco with sg idol stuff..since we were nt obsessed manx..hahax..den went to far east..see see e this fashion over there..wah..me n nad died..e skirts reeli damn nice..n all e clothes in far east rawkx larx..nxt time shopping must go there..den b4 tt on fridae went wif nad to make my hair..at jean yip..hehex..nad highlighted her hair..kinda nice..den i rebonded..agn..hahax..RAWKX..i love my hair..hehex..den nxt week gona dye my hair..den will love my hair even more..hehex..i now wan go find blogskinx..buaix..

-> Why does this always happen to me?!?!

2004-10-31T14:30:00.000-08:00

Grr...why..why me..everytime aso same thing..ill always push myself to e point where i think tt i can live happily without you..den............you call me..grrr...y..y issit always like tt...den later will pull..den hurt more when it ends..i dun wan!!!...but i dun have e heart to sae no..cux u shld noe..tt i still love u..cant get e memories out of my mind..y is fate so cruel..take sumthing away from me..den give it back..now i dun noe when it'll be gone agn....

-> i HatE It!

2004-10-23T17:20:00.000-07:00

I Hate It Ok..my life is reeli full of shit..cnt go out..cnt do this..cnt do that..wonderful results...NOT waiting 4 sum1...wads e world's problem...i duno if ure still sick larx..giving u time..thats all..so how much longer am i supposed to wait..1 week?..1 month?..i duno larx ok...n wtf is my mum's prob...reeli no brain..ppl grounded aso gt a certain period of time..mine is 4ever..nt nonsense manx..wtf larx..n my studies are jux so gd larx..im reeli stupid ok..always gt thousands of problems...wads e point of all this..im still gona die 1 dae...y nt jux end it all now..i cnt take it animore..jux feel like crying everydae..dun feel like updating leadi...

~Missing you more n more everydae
Hating myself more n more everydae~

-> SowiE!

2004-10-20T15:15:00.000-07:00

AhhhX..I AM SORRY!!!..I REALI AM!!!..ahhx..didnt noe u admitted in hospital..u aso nv tell me..den how i noe..feel so bad..sae u liar..ahhhx...hope ur feeling better...guess 39.5 is reeli serious..jux call me after u discharged k..misssss yooooou..love ya my laogong..buaix..

-> Hmm..

2004-10-18T20:12:00.000-07:00

Err..hmm..err..duno wad to sae..have i misunderstood u?..hmm..maybe..im nt too sure..didnt call me because gt high fever..well yea..hard to believe..but when u did call me..wah..didnt sound like u were gona die ani moment manx..so...aiyox..duno how to sae..like reeli wana die lidat..well..err..take care..hope u get better..but e things u said when u called me reeli sorta broke my heart..in case u didnt noe..waited so long 4 ur call..den in e end..such a small qns..did nt feel like killing u manx..den in e end still msg me sae u wanted to tok..but u think its over?..wads over..nuttin is..nuttin will be over if ur willing to try..so u nd to rest..i understand..go get sum rest..u said u'll msg me..so now im waiting for ur msg..how am i gona make u understand..tt e wae u think is jux nt right..hope ill get my chance to explain to u..so for now..jux hope u gt a gd rest..n hopefully we can tok things out when ur alright..

-> -cries-

2004-10-17T11:31:00.000-07:00

yOooooU!..you IDIOT yOu!..You Brainless arSe yOuuu!!!..How CoulD yOu?!?!..WtF Is Ur ProB..i rEEli WanA Cry LEaDi Kx..?..uRgh..It SeeMx So sMall To You..Is ThiS WhaT i Get Fer CarIng Fer Ppl..?..u ThiNk Ppl Wun Gt AngrY If u ShouT At TheM?!?!..U Think Ppl nO fEelIngX..Go AheAd..KeEp Her Pic..But Dun Put As Ur WaLlPApEr caN?..i Have FeeLingS to You KnOe?..It Has BeeN 21 hrs SinCe You SaiD yOu'Ll caLl ME..LIAR!!!..wAs WaItinG e WholE oF yTd..ActuaLly I stIll Am..Is a SimPle SorRy Gona KiLl You..You Knoe That Its YouR FauLt..How Can You ThiNk thAt IM hAppiE wiThoUt You..How bRainLess can You be..Or MAyBE iTs BEcAuse You ARe HAppIe..Have You Jux GiVEn Up?..Now ItS AlL Up To You..IM Still WaiTinG..

~RiGHt HerE WaiTinG~

-> OU-chie

2004-10-12T14:01:00.000-07:00

YooooooooX..lolx..hahax..quite long nv update..cux damn lazy..hahax..nowadays obsessed wif some songx..hahax..listen after very long den become very very nice..cant.hold.us.down. halfway.around.the.world. the.voice.within..hahax..den tt dae went out with my husband..go see clothes..so that when i go shopping tmw i noe where to go..hahax..finally went out wif her after soooo long..cux we 2 always sooo busy wif our own lifex n relationships..went to bugis..wah..reeli gt thousands of von dutch stuff..im gona buy tmw..budget is 200 buckx..wahahax..imagine all tt i can buy..wah..dies..heex..mum ask me nt to go sch tmw..but im such a gd student..so im goin to sch..but after i nt going 4 band..go shopping..hehex..den tt dae after goin out wif my husband..i wen to find my dear laogong..hehex..cux he aso jux finish work..den we meet lorx..keep getting injured by him lorx..-cries-..tt dae play play play..den his blahdy cigarette touch my hand..wah nt pain manx..hmph..den he bite my stomach..wahhhhh..NOT pain manx..idiot..den still gt my tongue..-cries-..my tongue until now damn pain lorx..n my neck gt thousands of marks..blahdy hell..love bite..urgh..my mum ask me wad..den i sae rashes..tt dae he count..gt 8..den he make 2 more..den become 10..urghhhhh..den ytd end of examx..after sch went to wake him up..den after tt wait 4 him to send his lil bro to sch..his bro is reeeeli damnnnn cute..hahax..den after tt meet lorx..den go woodlands..duno 4 wad aso..den after tt i go home..den he go shop..den halfway his father sae dun nd to work..so he come yew tee find me..sooo nice..bleahx..lolx..den lied to my mum tt i meet nad..den nad helped me to lie n all tt larx.. !!!thankew nad!!!..reeli appreciate it larx..nt making use or wad..hahax..den meet him at e usual place..den 5.30 lidat left..buy duno 1 blahdy fruit 4 my mum..den after tt go 7 11..den he take cab..den send me home..den after tt he go home..ytd he early knock out..11.30 lidat oleadi gone..hahax..den todae 12.10 den wake up..lolx..den after tt he go bathe den go work..ytd reeli stupid lorx..i tokkin to him on e fone..den after tt i wan go bathe wad..den no heart to hang e fone..lolx..lame..so tie my hp in blastic bag..use ear piece n bathe..lame rite..lolx..now time 4 me to be a gd daughter n help my mum wif sum cleaning..im so hardworking..lolx..BubyEx..

->FinallY!

2004-10-09T14:18:00.000-07:00

HeLLoooooooox!Hahax..this whole week was having exams..so tired..was late twice..haix..they gt my blahdy pass N my WALLET!!!...argh..arseholes..i think either monday or wednesdae ill go n do detention..haix..idiotx..gt nuttin else to take wana take ppl wallet..aniwae..was having exams so was studying till very late..or shall i sae very early in e morning..till arnd 3am lidat..aso gd excuse to stay up n tok to him..but he always arnd 2.30am will gt knocked out..lolx..N todae is our..........*drum roll*.........ONE MONTH ANNIVESARY!!!..lolx..nt one month since we stead..but 1 month since we knew each other..we met over e fone..on 9th of september...wah..tahan 1 month knowing him leadi..lolx..den jux now..early in e morning..1am lidat..we discussing wad to do 4 our real 1 month anniversary...he wants a 24 can carlsburg carton..must see how to buy 4 him..he ask me wad i want..but duno lehx..hahax..must think 1st..think ill go chat wif my mum now..lolx..since msn is SO working..hahax...BuaiX..

->WHY?!?!?!

2004-10-03T16:24:00.000-07:00

HeLLoooo...ahhhhhhxxxxx...i feel like cryingggg...hoooowwww?!?!?!...argh..jux now was having lunch with my mum..den she keep asking me abt my husband..duno y she suddenly ask..i think cux she heard his voice when he call me..den i duno wad to do so faster msg him..den tt gong gong husband of mine ask me to tell her abt him..i was like wth..how on earth am i supposed to do that..den in e end i tell her very nicely larx..but she still gt heart attack..sae she dun wan me to be wif older guy..cmon larx..he is oni 17..nt like ask if he is 27 rite..argh..den after tt sae she dun like muslim..wahhhh...like as if they r nt humanx lidat..nonsense rite..arrr...den ask me to keep him as my normal fwen..cux she dun wan e past to repeat itself..lolx..cheem..she dun wan e white cat thing to happen agn..well..i dun wan tt kinda thing to happen agn aso..but duno y larx..i reeli trust my dear..dun think tt he will do those kind of thing to me..feel closer to him den wif tt blahdy white cat..when i told all this to my husband..he ask me to think abt wad my mum said 1st..den later tell him my decision..well i thought 4 awhile..n i think i wana stay wif him..feel so happy to noe him..dun wan this to end jux like this..i wan to proof to my mum tt i noe my limits n tt my husband is a gd person..so im jux gona go on..have to wait 4 my husband's call den can tell him my decision..-waiting-...

->Guilt

2004-09-30T18:55:00.000-07:00

Heyx..nv update 4 quite long leadi..lemme see wad i can remember..kx..ytd..haix..feel so guilty..ytd morning meet my husband..at arnd 6.35 lidat..den went to his hse..den doin sum stuff larx..den happily lost track of time..den suddenly he sae 'oie..7.21 leadi eh'..wah..i didnt feel like killing myself..since sch didnt oleadi start..den i thought of goin to sch at arnd 7.45am..budden lazy to do detention..den jux continued slping n all that larx..den wanted to go sch during recess..cux can sneak in..but in e end..haix..hapiily 4got abt e time agt..he told me tt it was 11.15...den i reeli felt like stabbing myself..arrrr..den jux 4get it larx..nv go sch..den stayed wif him until arnd 2pm lidat..den went to meet lili..went to mac wif her..eat..den after tt went to poly clinic..to fake tt i gt stomach ache n get a MC..hahax..he teach me how to act..so pro lorx he..reeli feel very guilty..den nad tok to me like nt happy lidat..i know how she feels..cux i know tt she wouldnt Xpect me to do this kinda thing..den when i told my husband..he like kinda angry lidat..he was like 'y must they tok so much..this is just between u n me'..ya true larx..but they my frenx wad..so i jux let him calm down n all tt..den todae happily went to sch larx..den tmw gt english n SS sa..ahhhx..cries..i dun wan..haix..but its not as if i have a chioce...so i guess ill go n study now..wait later no time..cux still nd to accompany my husband at night..BuByEx..

-> .:SobSob:.

2004-09-27T21:45:00.000-07:00

HarLowX..im soooo sad..-cries-..hahax..i miss him larx ok..nv meet him fer 3 daes leadi..soooo sad can..i met him on sundae larx..but oni 4 like 10mins..cux he need to rush go to his shop..den he cnt tok on e fone very often aso..cux very busy...haix..-cries-...nvm..must persevere..heex..still looooove u!!!..hahax..lemme see..

--> Fridae <--
Hmm..fridae nice dae...sch end early..den nt much lessons aso..maths wasnt so bad..den went to meet my husband..we sit down at tt place n tok tok..den after tt gt sum IDIOTIC ppl from my sch come..den we go other place..den go orh oorh..hahax..cux sleepy wad..he so cuuuute lorx..although he torture me until can go bang wall..lolx..we take turns to slp..but obviously i slp e most..hehex..hahax..my husband so huggable..hug him can fall asleep so easily..den after tt our both our hair nt messy manx..hahax..like jux wake up lidat..cux we did jux wake up..hahax..den nd to tie my blahdy hair n all that..den after tt i go to wm to meet my another husband..hehex..she working wad..den we go eat n all tt larx..den arnd 6.45 lidat i left..cux very sleepy..den buay tahan..go home slp..hehex..den as usual wake up n tok to my husband larx...

--> Saturdae <--
hmm..saturdae ar..morning wake up..den tok to him lorx..surprisingly he woke up early..cux nd to go to his shop in e morning..den after tt went to wm to meet my husband..cux she working agn..den supposed to go 4 tuition at 2..budden i too lazy..den nv go..jux stayed with my husband..den go walk walk..den gt free mcflurry n points at mac..cux my daughter was working at that time..den give us free..hahax..gd horx..hahax..den after tt jux walk arnd lar..den lazy to walk sumore so took bus to wm..den walk awhile more den go home lorx..den go home tok to my dear husband agn..he notti lorx..dun wan let me slp..in e end he let me go cux kena scolded by my parents..hahax..

--> Sundae <--
Hmm..sundae ok larx..but nuttin much happened..morning wake up den meet him at yew tee mrt 4 awhile..at least i got to see his face..my neighbour saw us..but i dun care..cux he doesnt tok to my mum..den after tt went to e shop to get sum stuff..den go home study..did 8 chapters of physics..my gawd..can die..den after tt relax while larx..by tokkin to my husband..hahax..

--> Mondae <--
Den todae mondae lorx..nv go out wif him fer 3 daes le..haix..i miss him..although we still tok on e fone n all tt..nt e same as meeting up..dun mind getting bullied..jux wana be with him..loooove uuuu...hehex..den jux now was doing sum physics agn..wah..can die manx..soooo many things to remember lorx..den itx oni 4 1 subject larx..still gt so many others..n my exams start tix fridae..haix..cant wait 4 it to be over..im thinkin of telling my mum abt my husband after e exams..hope she will understand..cux she should give me my space..im nt her lil 5 year old gal animore..ive got my own life..n my own relationship..hope she understand..husband..tnx 4 ur advice last night..hahax..although u wun be reading this..tnx alot..

think ill stop here..hahax..gona go continue studying agn..haix..my life suxx..cept 4 e part on being MARRIED wif TWO HUSBANDS..hahax..BuBuyeX..love my husbands..*muaCkx*..

->HeaVen =)

2004-09-23T20:45:00.000-07:00

HeLLoooo..hehex..im sooo happie..=)..kinda obvious y..but oni my gd fwenx will noe..hehex..he was sooo cute tt dae..sae he shyx..den finally noe how to sae..but oni in sms larx..den he asked me..my gawd..i died..hahax..den obviously i agreed larx..den happily went out wif him after sch..n he bullied me as usual..bad horx..everydae aso..den everytime ask me to watch out..lolx..lame lorx..stuff sweet inside my mouth..cruel rite..hahax..den ytd i threatened him..wahahaha!!!..tt i wun answer his calls animore..den he begged me to answer..hehex..sooooo cute..my kiat..lolx..den bcux of tt he was 1hr late to fetch his lil bro..hahax..n e bro was crying as usual..duno 4 wad aso..hehex..den engko naden n andy saw us under e block..-cries-..didnt noe tt it was naden's blk..haix..aniwae gd larx..engko sae he handsome..but aso look like gangster..lolx..duno if they told white cat..if they gt..den its his own prob..he is seriously damn ugly larx..beautiful hair..LOLX!..think i shld be meeting him tmw..hehex..miss him..hmm..id better stop my love story here...b4 yall puke..lolx..BuByeX..
~22nd September
~2 daeX..
~twoff-th dae
~miss you
~love you
~*muaCkx*

-> My Love StoRy

2004-09-20T19:58:00.000-07:00

Heyx..hahax..nowadays obsessed mith my love story..I LOVE HIM LAR OK!!!..im jux crazy abt him..esp ytd..when tokkin to him at night..i died..hahax..he say he wans to ask me sumthing..n i obviously noe wad it is..but he shyx n duno how to say..so i jux let him wait till he noe how to sae..hahax..den he asked me if i reeli loved him..den i died..agn..lolx..den ytd he msged me arnd twoff midnight..but i was slping..hehex..den todae after sch meet him..den took his pic..sooooo cute..hahax..den put as my msn display pic..heex..wana put in fwenster but duno y cnt..bastardx..hahax..now he working..till 1 agn..i think todae shld be our 10th dae aniversary..cux tt time he called me at 12 midnight on e 10th of september..haix..reeli miss him..feel like hugging him now..hahax..nvm..tmw den meet him lorx..BubyeX..end of love story 4 todae..hahax..

-> Ping PiaNg

2004-09-18T14:49:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhh...my heart very pain..*ping piangx*..lolx..lame..but reeli todae damn heart pain..yesterdae was happily planning wif him to go east coast..romanticx..hahax..was gona meet him at arnd 6pm..den abt 11 den go home..but in e end..e blahdy shit ppl called him to go 4 work..blahdy shitx..den cnt go..my heart broke..ahhhx..haix..he sae sry..nxt time den go east coast..in e end went to west winds concert..together wid NIE..den me n nad were happily screaming n dying over terrence...sooooo cute can...my gawd..he played thousands of solo..so nice lorx he play..diex..den will have those expressions on his face..hahax..den half way through my husband n mummy came..den after e concert we rushed to e petrol kiosk..to go toilet..cux nad sae she very urgent..den waited 4 mummy..kick open e door..den saw another guy's *toot*...lolx..me n jac were laughing to our death..den faster run away..e guy said 'oi oi'..wah..nt furnie manx..den went to orchard..buy drinks..nad happily bought chocs..agn..hahax..den went home lorx..den on e wae home tok to him..wanted him to come orchard..but he couldnt make it..so he sae monday den meet me..hehex..reeli miss him..he sae he wan bully me agn..hahax...but duno how he is gona bully..cux he cut his nailx leadi..wahahax..plus gt no sea to push me into..hehex..lookin 4ward to e end of tmw..to see u..hehex..love ya..*muaCkx*..BubyeX..

-> Miss You

2004-09-16T23:44:00.000-07:00

Heyx..todae was another blahdy boring dae in sch..morning met him..pass him a cd..lolx..sooooo cuuute lorx he..late to meet me..den still need to send e bro to sch..den he carry his brother n ran to e sch..cute rite!!!...-faints-..hahax..his dad came back from overseas todae..den he all morning wif him..den nv slp at all..den todae slp from 2 to 7..hahax..oinkx..lolx..den nv meet him after tt..miss him..hahax..den i went home at abt 5..den happily slp till abt 8.15pm den he called me..he goin 4 work..he gt work at 9..lolx..den chit chats lorx..he need to work until 6am..soooo saddening..hahax..den duno if meeting him tmw..hax..blahdy band sae they wan full attendence..shit them larx..idiotx..den jux now when we tok on e fone..den wana hang tt time sae bye..den he sae bye oni ar..agn..hahax..same thing..housands of times...den i dun wan sae..den in e end e keep on pls-ing me..lolx..he sae his manager staring at him..den i jux sae i love u larx..byeeee...lolx..den he aso sae he love me..*thankew*..lolx..lame..hahax..den hang lorx..duno when is e nxt time ill get to tok to him..ytd aso same thing..i cnt ans his calls after 11.30pm..cux of my blahdy mum..den he 1am lidat msg me..sae he cnt tahan..ask me if he can call me..lolx..sae nd to tok to me..hahax..lame..budden i nv reply..cux was happily sleeping..lolx..den lidat lorx..hahax..i think i wan go slp agn..BubyeX..

~i.miss.u`

->RoLLs..

2004-09-15T23:46:00.000-07:00

HarLoWx..todae was like e most rollable dae ever!!!..lolx..sooooo furnie lorx..hahax..let me start from todae..went to sch as usual..den after tt had lessons lorx..e morning walk was reeli crap..hahax..den had recess..den todae jac kena sent home..4 her hair n all that..den after recess had 2 free periods...rawkx..hahax..he called me..den we chatted..den he keep asking me abt e last night thing..lolx..lame..he sae i bully him..lolx..i nv lorx..hahax..den after sch i go see him..at blk 141..sit down n tok lorx..den saw chandini n her fwenx..duno 4 wad they go there aso...at 1st he wan slp..den i dun let him..den after tt rain like hell..den i wan go..den he dun let me -_-"..hahax..he take my hp..den i took his..den he keep pulling my hair..idiot..hahax..lame lorx..snatching e fones from each other...promise tt will give back but nv..lolx..he is not a strong person manx..i standing tt time pull me..almost fell on him..lolx..den he keep twisting my hand n all tt..hahax..den raining tt time reeli damn damn damn cold..we were dying..lolx..den wet wet sumore..wanted to go home at 4.30..but in e end 5.30 den go home..lolx..den had to go fetch his bro..den after tt called me as usual..n chats..but now cnt tok to him after 11.30...mum dun let..n he poor thing lehx..todae work so long..e manager torture him sumore..ask him go here n there..hahax..but he todae whole morning nv smoke lehx..gd horx..hahax..tmw his dad coming back to singapore..he is gona go fetch him..so meeting him in e morning..afternoon tt time he confirm slping like a pig..oh ya..4got..he is nt a pig..he is a dracula..bully me todae..lolx..ca scratch me sumore u noe..hahax..i was happily screaming away..duno ppl gt hear anot..hahax..tmw den ill update sumore..i wan go orh oorh le..niTex..

~kkx..BuByeX..Hmm..Bye..Bye Oni Ar..
~lOlx..okok..Love u lArx..BubyeX..
~ -Smilex-(u wun understand..lolx..)

-> Oinkx!

2004-09-12T15:51:00.000-07:00

Heyx..Ytd supposed to go 4 tuition..but late den i jux 4get it..den i told lili ill meet her..den went to mac..saw him..he jux finish work..hahax..e mac damn liar..sae off work at1..but in e end oni off work at 2.30..den after tt met lili..den we went to jp..go there walk walk..tok tok..hahax..den he went to buona vista..meet fwens..hahax..den me n lili to tiong bahru..hahax..den walk walk as usual..see see..den after tt lili meet her fwen..den i go home..hahax..lili nt happie tt i tok to him..she jealous..lolx..everytime take my fone n hang his call..lolx..bad horx..den after tt he called me agn when i walking home..den chat agn..den i go home..bathe..den call agn..den tok cock till abt 2.30am lidat..den i ask him to wait..i wanted to go find my ear piece..cux i hold e fone 4 so many hrs until my hand pain..den wen i came back..e pig was slping..lolx..hahax..den i jux hang lorx..den i go dl songs..till abt 5am...den very sleepy..so i go slp..den was peacefully slping till abt 8am..den tt pig called me..lolx..disturb me..dun wan let me slp..hahax..den being such a nice person..i put my slp aside n tok to him..den he arnd 8.40 walk to mac..cux he start work at 9..in e end he dun feel like working..hahax..he sae very paisehx..den he go home agn..n lie to his mum tt he nt feeling well..hahax..den stay at home lorx..den called me agn..den jux now i go do hsework..he sae he go slp 1st..den ask me to wake him up..but call him aso nv wake up..singapore kena bombed aso he wun wake up one..hahax..nvm..i go call him agn..BubyeX...

-> YawnX..

2004-09-11T12:08:00.000-07:00

HarLoWx..ytd went home at arnd 5+..after meeting him..den he very lame lorx..oni a few seconds since i left..n he called me agn..jux to sae bye..lolx..cute horx..den after a few minutes..he called me agn..shile i was walkin to e mrt..den chit chatted agn..lolx..im like almost 24-hrs tokkin to him..den after tt went home..bathe den slp fer abt 3 hrs..hahax..i asked him nt to disturb me..den he din disturb..cux he aso go slp..but sum other irritating ppl irritated me..call me when i slping n gime e number of sum1 called veeren[duno how to spell]..den ask me to tell him to call..den still online ask me to tell him to watch out on monday..full of shit lorx..den he called me after he wake up..den chit chats agn..until abt 2.30am..den my eyes wan to close leadi..den we two go slp..den todae morning 8am my fone ring..i jux knew tt it had to be him..lolx..n yes..it was him..disturbing me n callin me a pig..lolx..he tot his work todae was at 4pm..but actualli 9am..hahax..den he had to wake up early..den later i meeting my daughter n him..den go out lorx..still gt tuition...haix..hate it..jux wana sae tt he is very cute..Xpecially when he smile..my gawd..-melts-..lolx..i go dl songs now..BubyEx..

-> Darrrrrlingggg..

2004-09-10T22:27:00.000-07:00

Heyx..ytd supposed to go 4 chem in e morning..at 8..budden..lotsa i could wake up manx..den i dun care jux slp..den woke up arnd 10..hahax..den o meet nad at bb...i walk to e place near e street soccer court..den saw sum ppl..den ran away..hahax..since i wasnt wearing a tube manx..den after tt went to see em jammin..hahax..coolx lehx..nad sae very noisy..but i find quite ok..kinda used to it..den after tt go library to study..wow..lotsa studying occured..haix..reeli no mood lorx..den happily go eat short peter gold..den i think we went home..den at night i wanted to slp early so tt can wake up 4 band...in e end..sum1 called me at nearly 12..lolx..duno who..den pass e fone to my daughter..den tok..den i hang cux wana slp..in e end cnt slp..lolx..den tt guy called me agn..den we chit chatted on e fone 4 like thousandx of years..hahax..frm arnd 12 till abt 6.45..den i go bathe..den wait 4 e blahdy nad den i go sch..den band..den chem..4 thousands of years...den after tt go find him..den tok 4 like another 4.30 mins..lolx..soooo long lorx...den now aso tokkin to him..lolx..i oni slp or tok to him..den guess im nt sleeping agn todae..hahax..later den update..i wan tok to him 1st..bubyex..

-> The RawKinG -=[3e2]=-

2004-09-07T18:37:00.000-07:00

1. what is your class - 3e2..crappiest class ever!

2. who is your form teacher - Mrs chan..n my latiff [bf]..lolx..

3. which teacher is the best - duno lehx..mrs chan like quite nice..but she nags way too much..

4. pretty teacher - Erm..mrs chan sumtimes kinda chio..hahax..n ms Foo..cept for her thousand eyes..lolx..

5. handsome teacher - Hmm..i think dun have..my bf?..lolx...

6. any pretty girls in class - Nt sae alot larx..ven pok!!!..hahax..cb aso quite pretty..s.m?..hahax..

7. any handsome guys in class - -_-"..pls lar..thousands of handsome guys manx..dots..

8. model student - Me?..lolx..nolar..cant think of ani1...

9. prefect = Im nobody..n nobody is perfect..therefore..i am perfect..lolx..crapx..

10. monitor & asistant - Err..chairperson: Farhana n Vice-Chair: Ashton...

11. always kena scold - Almost every1..cept me..ya rite..lolx..

12. pass up assignment late - Almost every1 aso..i aso..lolx..

13. not scared of teachers - i Think all of us aso nt scared..cept for sum nerdi-fied ppl..eg.bones n bettyboop..since they r best fwenx..

14. sleepy head - CHANGYU!!!SHERMAN!!!..Sleeps n droolx..ewW!..

15. late for school - KaoChie..n ven pok..lolx..

16. important subject - duno lehx..like all veri important lidat..

17. least important - CME?...

18. first in class - duno lehx..nv bother...

19. last in class - Duno larx..seriously..i dun care aso..

20. which subject everyone pays attention -
Hmm..maths?..nt sure....

21. joker in class - wah..thousands..AHDAI!!!..lolx..

22. who is in your front,right,back,left when in
class - back: front:saifuddin,right:mr.window, back:Jireh[gong boi],left:Ee en.. =)

23. lame ones - Every1 i noE is lame..lolx..

24. you r closer to boys or girls - Erm..in class is BoYx..cux sit closer to em..den outside class..gurlx..

25. any blur students - JIREH!!!..gong boi..lolx..

26. what do u do instead of study in class - hmm..sms..read magazine..tok like hell..eat sweetx..lolx..

27. do u have a steady - *sEcreTx*..Fwahahaha!

28. izit in the same class - NopEx!

29. do you like anyone in class- Nooooo..pls..

30. do any one in class like you - *ShRuGx*

31. any scapegoat in your class - nt tt i noe of..

32. who love to laugh in class - every1 lar..den wad..cry ar..stupid qns..

32. who is always being tease in class - ahdai..lolx..he reeli damn cute..lolx..

33. who is the quietest gal in class - Bones..betty boop..lolx..

34. who is the quietest boy in class- i ThinK dun have ani..lolx..

-> Sum QuIz LarX..

2004-09-05T15:20:00.000-07:00

*****Stuff about me*****
1. Starting Time: 1502
2. Name: Laavanyah aka Lam.Pa
3. Best Friend(s): Jacqueline[jacass] n NaDia[Nad]
5. Funniest Friend: gt thousandx..
6. Smartest Friend: monkey?..nad..hahax..
7. Dumbest Friend: AH DAI!!!..sooo cute..lolx..

8. Shyest Friend: My Fwenx where GT Shy?
9. Most boring person:Hmm..duno lehx..
10. Who Do u Get Advice
from? Lolx..i dun reeli ask 4 advice..
11. Height: -_-" Dun Ask!
12. DOB: 20th November 1989..Better remember..
13. Righty / Lefty: Righty..lolx..
14. Eye color: dark brown larx..
15. Shoe Size: 5 or 6
16. Shoe Brand: Dun Like Ani In Particular..nice den can leadi..
17. Do u Crack any Body Parts: knuckles larx..
19. Favourite Cousins: Gayethiri!!!..lolx..[mellisa?!?!] LOLX..
20. Email Add: sakura_blossom89@hotmail.com
21. Boy Friend/Girl Friend: *SeCreTx* lolx..
22. Crush: GT ThouSanDx Larx..
23. Liked a Teacher: EWW...never..JG..lolx..
24. Killed Someone: lolx..i wish..
25. Ever laughed so hard you've peed in your
pants:Siaox..
26. Ate a Tub of Ice Cream: yupx..
27. Ran Into a Glass Door:lolx..never larx..
29. Gone Skinny Dipping: NeopeX..lolx..
30. Gotten hit/nearly hit by a car: if gt hit..i wun be filling this up..
31. Ran into a parked car: i nt so brainless larx...

*****Girls Fill Out About Guys*****
35. Boxers or Briefs: boxerx..hahax..
36. Tall or Short: taller than me..lolx..
37. Does size matter: abit larx....
38. Six-pack or Muscular Arm: six-pack..my kiat..lolx
39. Body or Personality: personality
40. Ear Pierced or Not : anithing lar..pierced aso nice..
42. Good Guy or Bad Guy: lolx..gd to me anough larx..
43. Light Hair/ Dark Hair: lolx..color i dun care..hair style must b nice..
*****Guys Fill Out on girls*****
47. g or hipster undies?:
48. Tall or Short:
49. Long Hair or Short:
50.Dark or Light Eyes:
51. Light/Dark Hair:
52. Body or Personality:
53. Ears Pierced or Not:
55. Good Girl/Bad Girl:
56. Hair Up or Down:
57. Sporty or Classy:
58. Chicken or Not Afraid:

*****Which One is Better*****
59. Coke or pepsi: duno lehx..both like same lidat..
60. K.F.C or Mcdonalds: KFD!..lolx
63. eastside or westside: wth?
64.vanilla or chocolate: vanilla
65. Cake or Cookies: both..HeEx..
66. Purple striped Lime socks or white
socks: lolx..both aso nt nice..
67. Sunset or Sunrise: lolx..sunrise..*MeMoRieX*
68. Day or Night: Night nicer..
69.Lights on or off: Off..
70. Summer or Winter: Lotsa winter in singapore manx..lolx..

*****Your favorite*****
71. Food: gt thousandx..lolx..but e fried dumpling noodles at jacs hse..wah..best!..lolx..
73. Holiday: e school hols in june n december..
74. Radio Station: Dun reeli listen..
75. Place: thousands..hahax..lolx..
***** In The Future*****
76. Will you believe in God: Duno..i pray lots manx..
77. What you want to be when you grow up:Hmm..psyciatrist?Criminal lawyer?
*****Random Questions*****
78. Define Love: Duno lehx..jux love to be in love!..lolx..
79. Where Were You Born: Suckiest country in e world..singapore..COUNT MONEY SINGAPORE!!!
80. Favorite Place To Be Kissed: *SeCreTx*
81. Favourite day(s) of the week: Friday LoRx..
82. Bedtime: weekdays time:Depends larx..i usualli arnd 10..but if tired den slp early lorx..
weekend n holidays: usually play gb or tok on e fone till e nxt dae..lolx..
83.Satan or God or atheist: Satan..cux i confirm goin hell..lolx..
*****more questions:*****
84.do u love someone rite now: YES!!!
85.do u care about someone: Of course..fwenx..family..*ErMx*..*hIm*..lolx..
86.do u think of someone everyday: YES!!!
87.do u dream about someone in a special
way: YES!!!..lolx..
88.finishing time:1520

->Wo Men De Ai

2004-09-01T15:10:00.000-07:00

HarLowX..im like sooo in love wif wo men de ai..sooo damn blahdy nice...xpecially e piano part..sooo nice..i wan e piece..but duno where to find..soooo many things happened lately..hmm..lets start from yesterdae..it was teachers dae celebration..hahax..den had e performance in sch..nt bad lar..den ashton sang..lolx..ppl where laughing..me n nad down there clapping and screaming like hell..lolx..at least he gt e courage to go up there..den ms ngiam sae tt it was very humourous n tt she was laughing like hell..lolx..so bad..hahax..den when sze xin was singing e u raise me up..wow..me n nad didnt die manx..lolx..damn nice..we were reeli screaming like hell..sum ppl duno how to appreciate it..but his voice reeli rawkx..den after e performance when to take pix wif ppl..tt person is like so damn nice larx ok..ask him to go atudy aso will come..seriously..if some1 who is nt close to me ask me to go out i wun lorx..but he came..my gawd..sooooo nice..lolx..den ytd took foto wif him..ahhhxx..soooo cute..lolx..he stand behind me..den i said 'i know u very tall larx'..den he smiled n went to e side..lolx..sooo cute ritex..den took pix wif my husband..n ven pok..cb..nad..my best fwen hafiz..wee zhen..kang jie..saifuddin..chandini..den happily said happie teachers dae to mr cha n ms punitha..wow..i meant it lotx..hahax..den after tt went to mac to eat..den went to zhenghua pri wif nad n jac..im such a student there manx..lolx..den saw faizal..hahax..lotsa he knows who i am..hahax..den went jacx hse..den go orchard..watch movie..hahax..stepford wifes..DAMN NICE!!!..must awtch wif bf..damn funni lorx..hahax..den after tt go walk walk in heerenx..saw ms ngiam..den we were gossiping..lolx..den half wae jac go home..den we continued gossiping until her bus come..hahax..den me n nad went home..n sum bastard called me a prostitute..well..thanx alot..if im a prostitute den i guess u 4got to pay me..urgh..u gigolo 4 free aso no1 wan lar..kNn..still dare sae me online..fuck off larx..argh..sooooo angry...n sum SUPER NICE ppl ask me nt to waste my time on him..hahax..he sae dog bark at u u bark back ar..lolx..dog..hahax..so nice..sae my time worth more..sooo sweet..hahax..hmm..den now i wana go sing le..hehex..wo men de ai rawkx..itx 4 u my dear,,*muaCkx*..love..u..HeeX..!

-> YaY!!!

2004-08-29T22:03:00.000-07:00

HeyX...Soooo happie..finally can use com..hahax..ytd went wif my mum to buy new monitor..since e old one was nt spoilt manx..hahax..love my new monitor..sooo chio..hahax..looove e feeling of being able to online..hahax..den happily listening to f.i.r which rawkx like hell..hahax..ytd aso went to nadx nadx hse to exersice..hahax..den bathe DAMN shiok..hahax..e feeling is reeli heavenly..den tuesdae gona have e be urself dae..den wearing class t n my skirt..budden e prob is..how e hell m i supposed to sit down..since my skirt is sooo damn blahdy long..lolx..n nad bought a skirt...shorter den mine lorx..hahax...shex trying to very sexy...lolx..so SA???...EWWW!!!..lolx..hahax..den tmw sch dae..as usual..gt band n all tt..aft tt tue gt e performance..den im happily gona go watch movie in orchard..called jac budden she goin back pri sch..im like wadx e point manx..they r soooo nt in my life animore..hax..i actually gt alot to sae..budden lazy to type..thinkin of changing blog skin..now go see...BubYeX..

->okok..ill update..

2004-08-19T19:35:00.000-07:00

heyx...updating bcux sum nad wans me to..lolx..hmm..cnt reeli rmb wad i did these few days..jux noe tt i hate krishnan to e core..so damn blahdy annoying lar ok..anithing i do aso becomes her problem..trying to imitate me..pls lar...she is like so damn blahdy ugly ok..n tt blahdy white cat..thinks tt he is very handsome..making all those hairstyles tt dun suit him at all..yuck..always give tt look..yuckx..think tt i care abt him...ur no longer part of my life lar ok..aniwae...gt back ur common test resultx..tamil din do tt well tix time..i knew i wouldnt do so well cux i didnt sleep properly den no energy to read e blahdy thing..den managed to pass my chem n maths..hahax..so happie...-smilex-..den jux now went to bp wif nad..lolx..eat n all tt crap larx..nad update her blog damn long lorx..can die by e time i finish reading..lolx..den tmw gt e blahdy band..agn..but duno i goin anot..lolx..den i gt tonnes of hw..mostly mother tongue..blahdy krishnan..urgh..gtg now..BuByeX..

->Logarithmized n Exponentialized

2004-08-14T21:45:00.000-07:00

Heyx..yesterdae my cousin came to my hse..den we chit chatted...soooo many things to tell her..lolx..Xpecially abt the black dog..aka e white cat..lolx..nt funni manx..hahax..den stay up until kinda late..den very tired so go slp..den todae morning happily woke up at 11.00..lolx..-early- manx..lolx..den bathe den chit chat agn..lolx..n onlined..den after tt i had to send my cousin home..cux i had tuition..den got ready den went to meet neh e dia n richard..den saw road dog in e mrt..lolx..gt down same stop..but wow..lotsa best fwenx connections manx..hahax..den we took taxi to e place since we were so damn blahdy early..den waited 4 my mum under e block..she came to give e money to e tuition teacher...den after tt tuitioned lorx..den we did logarithmic n exponential functionx..den wow..lotsa i knew how to do..cux last time when teacher was teaching i was jux tokkin like hell..lolx..den after e tuition i became motivated..lolx..den went to JE..ate kfD..lolx..den went to e library n STUDIED..hahax..practiced e sums in e TYS..den i can do lehx..sooooo happpie..den there wad one blahdy band there..so noisy lorx..thinking tt they sing very well..yuck lorx..so damn blahdy out of tune..confirm no musical training...seriously like shit lorx..urgh..den 8.00 we went home..den i came home n blah blah..hahax..den now drinking red bull..lolx..cux wana study..den nd ENERGY..lolx..den i think i better go n study noe..BuByEx..!

->Common TesT!

2004-08-13T03:05:00.000-07:00

Heyx..past few says never update..cux was busy studying..lolx..see..im so hardworking...lolx..den i noe im gon fail everything lar..Xpecially physics..-cries-..den yesterdae after sch happily went to JE to study wif vino..hahax..studied lots manx..lolx..we were jux tokkin like hell lorx..den did my physics..den he did his hw..n i din learn a thing...waste time..lolx..nolar..gt to tok to him...soooo cuuute...i was nt fainting manx...lolx..he smile very cute..lolx..den laugh aso very cute..-faintx-..lolx..his taste aso very unique..diff from others..e songx he listens to..n e way he thinks..very diff..but KewL..smoking is a bad thing larx...but he smoke realli damn cool lorx..hahax..den we happily sae ppl as usual..den he sae vignash face very ugly n all tt..den he sae how can ani gal like tt guy..i was like thanx manx..nt saying me..den he laughed..soooo cute..but seriously i aso duno y i gt like him b4..but now i soooo dun like him..actually hate..all e bad stuff abt him jux cnt control..*thinks abt e past*..wah..mao un-zhanx n un-dropx..lolx..dun wan tok abt him leadi..gt nicer ppl like..*eRmX*..lolx..he is like so damn blahdy nice lar ok..n cute n all tt..hahax..den happily meet in e morning b4 we go sch..4 while..jux toktok..den take our diff pathx...den todae nuttin much larx..jux end of common test..kinda happie..den went for band..but they havin oral..so we cnt have practice..oni e woodwindx..den happily stayed wid mr fong..he did nt keep suan-ing monkey manx..lolx..den now jux onlining n tokkin to *eRmX*..lolx..den i better stop here..den cen concentrate on tokkin to *eRmX*..lolx..BuByEx..

->Nerdified!

2004-08-10T13:08:00.000-07:00

Heyx..todae nv go sch..cux itx seriously wasting my time..i cant realli be doing my studying in sch...so decided to stay home and study...i wana finish my chemistry todae...n do e whole of my physics todae..tmw is common test for e sciences..so have to study real hard todae...have been studying from 11.30 till now..so taking a lil break..den thursdae studying maths wif vino..can help me wif sum stuff..since he is nt in sec 4 manx..hahax..yesterdae went to study wif nehdia n jac-ass..hahax..see wad i mean by nerdified..pass few days oni studying..lolx...we went to e woodlands library...it so totally rawkx manx...thousands of tablex n chairx n mini sofax..but kinda hard to find a place at tt time...den at first we were vaining arnd..lolx..den i started to study..my chem..hahax..den was explaining sum stuff to jac..n yun yuan is a blahdy shit larx ok...liar..dun wan jac to do well 4 e common test...lie to her abt wad chapter to study for..suxx lar ok..duno wtf is his prob..a$$hole..i realli wan jac to do well for tix common test..im trying to show her tt studying is not that bad..but she lose interest very easily..i must motivate her..she is nt stupid lorx..jux a lazy pig..wana go poly aso nd to work for it..itx nt tt easy...so many ppl ur fighting wif..so must work hard..jia you..u always gt me..anithing aso can ask me..tutor for free..lolx..ill do my best to help u..cux i love u..dun wan see ur life go down e drain...so must work hard kx..i think i listen to songs for awhile den continue my studying..must persist..HOM..lolx..crap...but have to finish chem n phy by todae...BuByEx!

->AfTer a MiLliOn YeaRx!

2004-08-09T21:00:00.001-07:00

Heyx..finally..after a million years...got to go out wif my husband..lolx...we sooooo long nv go out..den jux now happily met in e toilet of cck mrt..lolx..den go her dad hse..help him wif sum computer stuff...e chinese characterx n all tt..den after tt took mrt n went to bugis..walk walk n shop shop...lotsa money manx...
-cries-..wanted to buy one shirt..but no S11..haix..den happily went to heeren..to take neoprint...wahx..dun tok abt it..nt angry manx..urgh...den go far east..den go eat long john..hahax...we ate HIM..lolx...nt lame manx...den after tt walk to e mrt station den go home lorx...since it was very early n all tt..hahax...den now jux reach home...tmw wana go study..den wana call vino..ask him to teach us..since my maths does nt suck manx..lolx..aniwae..avril rawkx lar ok..im like realli in love iwf her..all those anti avril a$$holes can jux shut up...her songs are realli damn nice..e meaning is my gawd..hahax..n her voice aso rawkx..trying to use diaphram n sing low low like her..hahax..den now wana go sing..hahax..feel like sleeping..but cnt..tt nehdia will complain..n nd to wait 4 vino to come online aso..hahax..BuByeX..!

-> Nice?

2004-08-08T18:23:00.000-07:00

Heyx..decorate my blog liaox..now need you guys to tell me if it is nice..i think its ok lar..i jux hate e add..spoils everything..aniwae..todae flew past very quickly..basically spent e whole dae looking at blog skins..listening to songs n chatting online..well yea..n my cousin came to my hse for awhile..i wana sae HAPPIE BITHDAE to my husband..sry couldnt spend e dae wif u..had tuition n all tt..ill go out wif u tmw..i promise..heex..love u..*muaCkx*..nowadayx in e mood to study..yesterdae was studying chemistry till very late at night..hahax...think ill go study now..BuByEx!

-> HaRloWx..

2004-08-07T21:27:00.000-07:00

Heyx..hahax..jux moved from blogdrive..hahax..like shifting hse lidat..lolx..aniwae..this is jux a crap entry to test my layout..n u jux wasted ur time reading it..gona go look 4 stuff to decorate my blog now..BuByEX..